dear snugglepuss
dearrrr snugglepuss,
lately, it's been getting a little too real. you're there. i'm here. you'll never be here. ever. no, this is not a pity cry or an attempt to get you to disagree; it's a fact. yes, sugglepuss, it's a sad and lonely fact. unfortunately for me, i have given almost everything i have to you in the past week, and i don't know how to get it back. i gave it all to you, including my soul, and i know this because i'm worried that it's not enough. i'm worried that your attentions are waning. i'm not funny, i'm not witty, i'm not pretty enough. i'm not her enough. and now i'm not her enough either. and, meanwhile, the tarot cards remind me where the truth lies, and i choose now as a time to misread them. oh, snugglepuss, if only it felt hopeless. make it feel hopeless, and i will be cured. make it feel hopeless, and i will be able to see you again without wanting to give you everything. i need to feel content again with everything i have! but i don't want to.
love
lately, it's been getting a little too real. you're there. i'm here. you'll never be here. ever. no, this is not a pity cry or an attempt to get you to disagree; it's a fact. yes, sugglepuss, it's a sad and lonely fact. unfortunately for me, i have given almost everything i have to you in the past week, and i don't know how to get it back. i gave it all to you, including my soul, and i know this because i'm worried that it's not enough. i'm worried that your attentions are waning. i'm not funny, i'm not witty, i'm not pretty enough. i'm not her enough. and now i'm not her enough either. and, meanwhile, the tarot cards remind me where the truth lies, and i choose now as a time to misread them. oh, snugglepuss, if only it felt hopeless. make it feel hopeless, and i will be cured. make it feel hopeless, and i will be able to see you again without wanting to give you everything. i need to feel content again with everything i have! but i don't want to.
love