whatever tomorrow brings, i'll be there.
the funeral ceremony was so beautiful.
12 priests were there - i counted.
(they were all friends of my grandpa's)
the bishop of NY state came,
and the ARCHbishop (the head of EVERYONE).
i cried the most out of all these days today
when i went up to the casket the last time,
and when everyone came up to me at the end.
the cemetery was sad.
omg, in the limo on the way there,
my brother was starting to cry,
so i was like "tom what's wrong?"
and he's like "i love papoo! where is he?"
and i'm like "he's in there," and pointed to the hurse.
and he's like "no ang, he's in heaven"
omgg. it was so upsetting.
and when we went to the diner after,
he'd be all fine, and then all of a sudden,
he'd start crying again !
ughhh i really hate this.
now the only thing i have to get through is father's day,
that's gunna be another sad one.
the list goes up TOMORROW.
that's the thing getting me through today,
sadly enough haha.
i'm telling you all now,
if you get in my way when i run to the chorus room
from the ALC after i finish my regents at 2,
prepare to get knocked down.
she's a heartless bitch.
i never knew someone could be that heartless.
i really just want to leave an IM saying "i hate you."
on her away message,
but i know she'd bitch back, and i don't need that from her today,
especially cause I'M the one that should bitch haha.
if our paths cross in school tomorrow,
i hope i don't yell at her =O
you never really know with my anger lately.
so, my parents & sister are at my grandma's with my family.
i didn't go, cause i fell asleep on the way home
from the diner & passed out on my bed when i came home haha.
so they left without me,
and i'm stuck babysitting my brother.
oh well. i love him.
the rest of tonight & tomorrow morning will seem so long,
with the anticipation and all.
oh wonderful.
i hope i don't start crying if i see my name on the list.
12 priests were there - i counted.
(they were all friends of my grandpa's)
the bishop of NY state came,
and the ARCHbishop (the head of EVERYONE).
i cried the most out of all these days today
when i went up to the casket the last time,
and when everyone came up to me at the end.
the cemetery was sad.
omg, in the limo on the way there,
my brother was starting to cry,
so i was like "tom what's wrong?"
and he's like "i love papoo! where is he?"
and i'm like "he's in there," and pointed to the hurse.
and he's like "no ang, he's in heaven"
omgg. it was so upsetting.
and when we went to the diner after,
he'd be all fine, and then all of a sudden,
he'd start crying again !
ughhh i really hate this.
now the only thing i have to get through is father's day,
that's gunna be another sad one.
the list goes up TOMORROW.
that's the thing getting me through today,
sadly enough haha.
i'm telling you all now,
if you get in my way when i run to the chorus room
from the ALC after i finish my regents at 2,
prepare to get knocked down.
she's a heartless bitch.
i never knew someone could be that heartless.
i really just want to leave an IM saying "i hate you."
on her away message,
but i know she'd bitch back, and i don't need that from her today,
especially cause I'M the one that should bitch haha.
if our paths cross in school tomorrow,
i hope i don't yell at her =O
you never really know with my anger lately.
so, my parents & sister are at my grandma's with my family.
i didn't go, cause i fell asleep on the way home
from the diner & passed out on my bed when i came home haha.
so they left without me,
and i'm stuck babysitting my brother.
oh well. i love him.
the rest of tonight & tomorrow morning will seem so long,
with the anticipation and all.
oh wonderful.
i hope i don't start crying if i see my name on the list.