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You know what I don't understand??
Why did people get so upset at me when I left for Arizona early last year? Why did they get so upset and act like they missed me? Yet, they'll drop everything and do the exact same thing on their own choice. It's happened to me so many times. These people don't realize shit until it happens to them. Didn't anybody ever think about that?? No. NOBODY did. I'm so sick and tired of everybody.
And everybody's changing. Everybody I know... even my own brother and sister... And I wonder why I even came back here if this is all it is. Things have gotten way worse since I was gone last summer. Everybody's changed way too much and it is definitely not for the better. Don't anybody dare come up to me and say 'people can't stay the same forever' because that is NOT what I mean by this. I'm leaving it at that.
Why is it that all anybody thinks about anymore is 'partying'?? I'm apparently not a partier, so don't beg me to go with you if all I'm gonna do is sit there. Partying, getting drunk and smoking pot is all anybody does these days... and now I sound like some old mom, or something. But IT'S TRUE. GOD.
YEAH, I'm upset. Today sucked and I began thinking about tons of things. I was triggered long ago.
My home life isn't very pleasant, either. This basically is driving me away. When I DO leave, (which I forsurely am, come hell or highwater) there is not a thing in the world that can keep me here, because I found out that almost everybody i know is two-faced, selfish liars.
I'm so close to dropping everybody and moving on. There will be very few people who I'd want to remain friends with... very. few.
This is just how I feel. Just read it. Think about it. Don't talk about it with me... just remember it. Don't mention it ever.
Now shut up.
I love you, Kayley.
Why did people get so upset at me when I left for Arizona early last year? Why did they get so upset and act like they missed me? Yet, they'll drop everything and do the exact same thing on their own choice. It's happened to me so many times. These people don't realize shit until it happens to them. Didn't anybody ever think about that?? No. NOBODY did. I'm so sick and tired of everybody.
And everybody's changing. Everybody I know... even my own brother and sister... And I wonder why I even came back here if this is all it is. Things have gotten way worse since I was gone last summer. Everybody's changed way too much and it is definitely not for the better. Don't anybody dare come up to me and say 'people can't stay the same forever' because that is NOT what I mean by this. I'm leaving it at that.
Why is it that all anybody thinks about anymore is 'partying'?? I'm apparently not a partier, so don't beg me to go with you if all I'm gonna do is sit there. Partying, getting drunk and smoking pot is all anybody does these days... and now I sound like some old mom, or something. But IT'S TRUE. GOD.
YEAH, I'm upset. Today sucked and I began thinking about tons of things. I was triggered long ago.
My home life isn't very pleasant, either. This basically is driving me away. When I DO leave, (which I forsurely am, come hell or highwater) there is not a thing in the world that can keep me here, because I found out that almost everybody i know is two-faced, selfish liars.
I'm so close to dropping everybody and moving on. There will be very few people who I'd want to remain friends with... very. few.
This is just how I feel. Just read it. Think about it. Don't talk about it with me... just remember it. Don't mention it ever.
Now shut up.
I love you, Kayley.