Feb 13, 2002 17:16
Hey guys!*
What's goin on? Well...you know all I got to say is...friendship what a buncha bull*! You know...I thought I actually had a lil bit of an idea who my friends were...but now...no*...I mean some of them yeah I don't worry bout em...but a couple of them...I don't know what's going on there*!...I mean I honestly don't think I could tell you who my *true* friends are?...I sure know one that I thought was...apparently isn't*! I mean it seems like everyone is changing...and for tha worst*! I mean really what kinda friend would do something that they know is going to make you mad*!...and then she askes if I'm mad at her...yeah she really needs to ask...I mean common sense..I mean hello you only did stuff behind my back*! I haven't been doing crap like that to her*!...and it seems like she's like not been a friend to anyone...cause almost everyone I've talked to has had a complaint*! And I mean this person was one of my really good friends...but things are changing...we hardly never talk anymore...and anytime she talks to me it's always about someone else...and if you think about it...if she's always talking about someone else...she's probably talking about me too*!...so I mean really why bother*!...it's really pretty bad when you can't trust your friends though*!...and I just don't feel that I can trust her*!...And you know things have been going on now for a while...but today...just totally made me mad!!!!*...I mean I barely talked to anyone today...cause I was mad and thinking about it*!...But you know...I'm not going to let her ruin my life...cause it isn't worth it...friendship is worth it...but this...it isn't friendship*!...I'm just really tired of not being able to date a guy cause she always hangs all over them...but I don't get mad at her...I get mad at tha guy...and now I know that it isn't ALL their fault...I mean they could tell her to get off!*...I mean I don't even understand why you would wanna flirt w/ your friend's boyfriend neways...to me it just doesn't seem right*!...I mean I have never done this to her...so why does she ALWAYS do this to me? And it isn't only to me...it's to everyone*! I mean...it really makes me mad...but it also kinda makes ya wonder if they were ever really your friend?...I really don't understand why she's like that thought?...I mean she didn't use to be this bad...but it has just gotta terrible over tha past 2 years*!...and it's like she doesn't flirt w/ them until I start dating them*!...I don't know it just makes me mad*! But I'm tired of complaining so I'm out*! Later