Feb 10, 2002 15:30
Hey guys*!
What's going on? Has anyone else noticed that there is absolutely NOTHING you can do in this town?...maybe it's just me*! ahh ohh well*! Well last night was pretty fun...I went up to Paige's and played manhunt...well things didn't exactly go tha way I thought it would...I don't know what my problem was...I just didn't wanna be hung all over...I don't know...so after our team hid once I went w/ Paige Bryan Murphy and Joshua Spurlock*!...I had a blast w/ them cause we would actually move around instead of just lay in one spot*!...But all in all it was fun*! Now for the complaining* I think I'v come to a conclusion about friendships...and that is that...I don't think I'll ever really know who my true friends are*...I mean I have an idea of some...but there's just some and...I don't know what's going on theret*!...It just seems like our whole grade is turning against each other...and like no one can get along*!...I mean like a lil while back...everyone was getting along fine...and no one was fighting...but like recently it seems like everyone's fighting...I mean really...what's tha point in fighting...we all know that an hour later everything will be fine...so isn't fighting just a total waste of time?...and it seems like if I'm not fighting w/ someone...I somehow get pulled into it? I mean if you can't get along what so ever..then just stay away...but I really think ppl just wanna fight so they can either feel good about themselves for putting someone else down...or just to have something to do*! I know I get in fights and all that...and I'm not innocent to everything I'm saying...but I don't have to fight everyday*!...and a lotta tha ppl in my grade don't either...but some of them always have to have something going*! And another thing that kills me is when ppl say stuff like me and my friends are in tha *in crowd* and we're preps...and that we don't like anyone but each other*!...I mean really we don't say stuff about them like ohh they aren't popular and crap...we don't even look at ourselves as popular...and we don't call them skanks cause they don't hang out w/ us*! I mean...I could understand them saying something if we were rude to them...but tha majority of us are really nice to them...ohh well...guess you can't please em all*! And another thing...haha I know I complain a lot..but still*! Why do friends flirt w/ their friends boyfriends...I mean if they're your friends...they aren't going to do that kinda stuff*! Me, Jill, Chels, and Jada have had us a couple nice lil conversations about this*! I mean this one guy liked me...but I wouldn't go anywhere near him after a lil experience...because one of my friends liked him*!...I mean I'm not for tha whole hanging all over someone a friend likes*!...but ya know these ppl will learn tha hard way one of these days*! Well I think I'm finally done complaining haha*! So I'm gonna go find something to get into*! Love yall*!