add my new lj!!!!!

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all i have to say is: i am a fuckin joke.

http://s125.photobucket.com/albums/p69/whaddupbabii/boston%20parties/cocktail/

so i just received a note in the mail.
its the cutest little thing.
and its from a "secret admirer"

well, nathan asked me for my address last week.
but its way too girly for him.
so im guessing kristine?

but whoever did it, thanks.
nothing like this ever happens to me.
and i am so forever happy it did.

i cant believe someone thought of me.
thank

i cant handle having people care about me right now.

i need to be alone.

i dont want to hurt anyones feelings. (i love you all a lot)

i need a break from anyone who cares. (which isnt many.)

today at work, i made raps,
about spaghetti in my grill.

im sorry, i still have mood swings.

tomorrow is molli home maker day.

its almost winter vacation.
whos excited?

i am.

p.s. college kids home, yay.
maine this wknd?!

so katherine told me about this test.
and holy fuck everything was sooo true.
TAKE IT: http://www.colorquiz.com/

p.s. i got a new medication hopefully things will look up.

im now thinking 2 years of community college after HS.
then transfer to a 4 year college.
and then grad school?!?
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rip courtney.

i feel so terrible that she died.
i wish i was there for everyone.
alec told me that he needed me and im sorry that i am not back home.
i will stay over his house next saturday so everyone in maine get at me.
im home for some loving alright.

tomorrow i am waking up at 730 and going to boston with jason. if all goes accordingly.
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love big sister.

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friday was invitation night downtown.
it was pouring so andrew and jason took there shirts off and i put them under mine and pretended to be preggo.
then rory andrew jason sadie sammi and deanna came over, and we re aranged my room.

saturday, deanna and i took the train to boston. we met emily, matty, jason, and andrew at the station. we got tea at ( Read more... )