"Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn!" (HA)
This is from an email Ziqin forwarded to me like days days days ago but I thought it made alot of sense, & set me thinking. It's a little um, typical, but I've still decided to post it up here anyway:
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something & wishing you hadn't, or
Saying nothing & wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. Then again, don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart. But if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to be with that person because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes & whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own...when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
Afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But everytime we tell a lie, the fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks & it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back & wonder they would have done, or could have had.
What would you do if your friend died tomorrow & you never got a chance to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever but could never have them?
If you died tomorrow, you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?
(To Be Continued..........-all the typical 'forwarding' stuffs)
Okay I know this is like a little cheesy, but I'm sure I wouldn't be updating in a while, so that's just something to 'keep the thinking' there. Aye, school has been tiring, taxing, demanding, annoying, emo & ... the list goes on. Haha many upsetting things have been happening, & I keep getting distracted during Biology lessons because my mind just drifts off to somewhere else. Reflecting during bus rides alone are good. Sometimes I don't even know why I just can't let myself stop feeling in a certain way ... Aha nevermind.
Still, it has had its very fun bits too :) All the laughters & stomache cramps (from PE & laughing too much hahahaha) is enough to make up for the negative events that have occured :D
Yay yay everyone please live on! Haha not too many tests next week yay. (Just temporarily forget about the horrors of receiving back the screwed test papers lah okay) OH yes, I Must Mention, I Failed The First Chinese Test Of The Year hip hip hurray I so expected it alright? & I don't think others actually found the paper tough or anything. I need chinese tuition ugh. >:( RAAAAAAAAAH it's really annoying, my chinese just sucks to the extreme. I don't even know how I managed to take HCL.
On the other hand, I have enjoyed the stupid laughters & stupid things that have kept a stupid person like me happy yay :D (Like going to the toilet with Charmaine/ Jacq on 2 diff occassions during Lishi Meetings every thurs & having funny encounters, then coming back laughing like crazy hahaha) I love these people man :D Yay I'm so optimistic.
CCA yesterday was really, really funny even though I was so drained already. Koucaizu rocks lah okay! :D Cecilia, Monica & I err were being ultra dumb (& weird?) because we kept self-amusing each other haha! Discussion with everyone was so fun :D The sec ones are so going to love us!
Oh yes! Then there's Physics tuition tomorrow with Harkhui, Cecilia, Yanzhu, Charmaine & Jieying! Haha I'm looking forward to tuition now because the class rocks & the teacher rocks too HAHA :D Last week's one was really funny, Yanzhu & I were like having laughing fits or something HAHAHA & then Charmaine got it later too! Tsk tsk I think the rest of the class was like =___________= cos the SNG people so dominated the whole class. It's alright we still pay attention (nods) Hahahah yay :D
This post is really long, alright byebye >:) Have a good Saturday. & Please Cheer Up Lah, You.
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Buttercup rocks, haha :D