Jan 17, 2007 23:13
Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me
Lying in the grass alone & wasted
Nothing's how it used to be
Hello it's been really long since I last updated (11 days ago woah) Somehow I just feel like updating tonight. Apparently, I am supposed to final-edit my chinese speech & then memorise it for tomorrow. Ugh, I think I'll just screw up halfway or something. Managed to escape from doing it yesterday because I missed school (my nose is on a marathon & my voice has the nasty nasal-feel) so I'll have to go first tomorrow :( Okay okay I know I'm very confident I can do this yay. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!) -excites myself
You must be thinking, why the hell am I spending my time in front of the computer typing away rubbish when I should complete my work & catch forty winks (aha) I still have maths homework to catch up with & complete (because I missed sch) & to study for the Social Studies & Physics test on Friday. Honestly, I hope I'll be able to do well for Physics this time round. Ogay, maybe just scrape a pathetic passing mark, at least. I must study hard I must study hard (psycho-s myself) Who cares about Social Studies anyway! "I know I'll regret it when the time comes"
Okay, I still haven't mentioned why I'm not working my brains off & furiously trying to complete some work. I just don't feel like doing work ): Siandiaozzzzzzzzzzzzzzz you know! Goodness, & to think I was so hardworking last week, doing work & revision & having toasts almost every single day for lunch in school. Kns. Oh by the way, I'm sitting with Lin Wei for the rest of this term :D "Fate lah", she says. Although we sit in the first row right at the corner, we manage to "don't pay attention" sometimes but we're still very hardworking! Hahaha it's been so fun, we have "Yoo-hoo-s" passwords & er, smiling fits etc :D Um yes, I told her we should stay positive during e.geog no matter how unwilling we are so we should keep smiling HAHA & so, I started smiling from 11.50am-12.05pm although my cheek muscles were trembling & Mrs Sherwood mistook us for being so happy & laughing whenever we catch her eyes hahaha. I made her do it too :) Staying positive works! Psycho yourself, just psycho more lah.
Eeep I think I'm freaking myself out by the way this post is being developed (pardon me for using this word; Ms Jacob has been mentioning it so many times during English lesson today). Oh yes, I must mention, I think Macbeth is so interesting! Hahaha OKAY. I've been listening Saving Jane's songs alot & I don't know why but they're nice :D & Lin Wei sings 'Girl Next Door' with me! Yay.
You know what, it's important to stay positive! (I'm trying to end this post on a happy, happy note) Um, hahaha life might suck but it's because we're not viewing it in the right perspective. There're always 2 sides to everything, it's up to us to choose which side we want to to look at. Stress is good because it drives us to perform better. Studying is good because KNOWLEDGE IS POWER (I feel like blowing myself up) & smiling is good too because it makes you think you're positive :D Lift up the edges of your lips & start locking your jaws in smiles everyday! -Bows (Advertisement or whaaaaaaaaaat)
Hello homework, goodbye livejournal, goodbye sleep