If anyone wants to know
My dad is gone. Forever. Autopsy results will be in Friday or Saturday to tell us the exact cause of death, but we all know what it was anyways. My fathers been an alcoholic for my entire life and then some. Now everyone knows why I am so against the alcohol and drugs and all that shit. But yeah, as I know it.. he was at my ex step mothers place..
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she's been through enough with you and she seems to have every right not to help. getting angry at her like this, and trying to make her feel bad only makes things worse. it is like you are concentrating more on trying to get her help, and trying to guilt trip her, on what actually happened. you shouldn't use this situation to get upset at anyone.
it upsets me that 1/2 your post was just bitching about her. then don't ask her for help; if you feel she is selfish, then let her be. don't you think you should be praying (? no clue, i'm not religious) or reflecting on the past rather than spending your precious time (and issues like these usually make people realize how short life is, or so i thought...) getting angry at someone? your father just died, which i am truly sorry to hear about, but you're more concerned about bashing di? you'd be so much happier if you could just forget about her, and forget trying to make her feel bad, or rub what she does wrong in her face.
by the way kalley is leeching off of your entry, and taking advantage of this to help turn you against di.
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you totally overlooked what i was saying, and just felt victomized or something. go and bash her. but is now really the time for you to be doing that? don't you think you shouldn't be bothering with that now? it will only make things worse, and you are probably depressed enough over your father's death.
"she's been through enough with you" - yes. both of you have been through a lot. i'm not placing blame anywhere.
you are not concentrating on wanting her help. you are ridiculing her. i wasn't trying to bash you.
this just shows that your mind truly is elsewhere. whatever i guess. i just can't believe someone could be concerned about stupid bull shit like this when w/e has happened.
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I KNOW DI. We even met up in DC when I was visiting there so my father could take a class. Di took her schedule and switched it around so she could come visit me. Who I talked to was a beautiful nice woman, kind and polite in every manner. She is a stubborn and ignorant fat pig in my eyes now, because of what Jayc has told me.. All of the heartbreaking attacks Di gave her, I could stab her in the face right now if I were able. But when I hear Jayc talking about her that image is always shattered, and that is why I have my right to judge her, because I have seen and spoken to her in person. You do not have the right to judge me because we have not talked for such a long time. Don't let me hear my name out of your mouth again, Venture. My hatred for you died a long time ago and it's come to the point that I don't even care anymore. Just don't talk about me because you don't know who I am. You're a fool to assume such as me using Jayc and trying to teach her something she already knows: how to hate people who hurt her.
You can try to chase me away, my darling. It won't work. I love Jayc as a friend and you can't take that away from me no matter how strong your weapon is.
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and by the way, relationships work two ways. jay has never seemed to make anything better by directly coming here and posting problems in here journal about how upset she was, and bashing di. if it was that terrible, jay should have left long ago. i am sure she knew what she was doing to herself, because she would also say "i'm not going back to you again" or whatever. and i really don't need you insult di to me as well. i had a point.
rotf i don't have a righ to judge you... i just looked over your journal. hahahahhahahahaha you are such a freak. oh my god. you are so judgemental, so don't be hypocritical. you want to go around judging people, then expect the same to be done for yourself. i know how you are, because i have had to deal with other freaks like you before.
you obviously care about something by the way. rotf your hatred for me... by the way you're the one that always did something wrong. i'd just rub it in your face when i got tired of your bs. hehehehe... i didn't assume you were using jaycie... lol you can't even read things properly.
if you cared about her, why would you tell her "i knew she would never help". why didn't you just comfort her, and tell her things would get better. either you are just a fucked up person, or you are a piece of shit friend that doesn't know how to comfort for jack.
seriously don't bother. oh boy here's a tip: stop updating in your journal. everything you say is a complete and utter embarassment (for yourself of course). i'd explain everything wrong about your posts, but wow, knowing you... heh. it doesn't do anything. "oh yeah i'll change today, i'm gonna be a better person!!!!" but even when you say that you are just trying to guilt trip people. get over yourself. :x
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oh boy /no1 for hypocricy. /ok
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hahahaha.
you're a grown women that won't stop overreacting and throwing fits.
i tried to escape all this furcadia crap.
figured why not still try and talk to you.
lol fuck it. ;o
fuck you rotf. byyye!
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i was doing more than just posting in your journal every now and then to tell you "what you should and shouldn't think or do". i'd actually try to encourage you with things.
anyways the reason i'd only talk to you on LJ was because i was too terrified to talk to you on aim. you'd always post here about how no one helps you etcetc, and then get soooooooo pissed off on everyone on your aim list. so i'd try to email you, post here, but i would never dare go back on there. in fact i had to just completely abandon the last aim name of mine because i was so scared of you!
anyways blahblah you were fun but really, i want to get over all of this shit. i never want to hear about this fucking bull shit with you and di hating each other and then being best friends and then being together ever again. i thought this was out of my life. i don't need to read your posts about her; YOU EVEN MANAGE TO TRY AND GUILT TRIP HER WHEN YOUR OWN FATHER HAS DIED. HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY USE THIS SITUATION AGAINST SOMEONE. I AM GOING TO TELL YOU WHAT YOU AREN'T SUPPOSED TO DO THIS TIME: WHAT YOU HAVE DONE. but whatever.
i'd try to tell you that you were better than your grandmother would tell you blahblah that you'd be strong and get over di etcetc that you'd be able to survive and you wouldn't have to resort to killing yourself and you'd realize you'd be happy later on and and and...! but it's okay. i give up. i just realized that nothing i say makes a difference to you, because if i say just ONE thing wrong, or if you TAKE SOMETHING i say wrong just once, you will completely jump on me for it. you won't even care about anything else. maybe you are just a drama queen. i don't care to understand you.
bye, once again!!! have fun with whatever you choose to do and gl
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Now, let me teach you about a little thing called "common courtesy." It's really quite simple. Just about everyone uses it. It's even considered a standard among people. When you're at someone elses house you treat them, their family, and their friends with respect unless stated otherwise, right? Same things go with LiveJournals. This is Jaycie's HOME and you are her GUEST. Treat she and her friends with respect.
But okay, your choice not to be courteous, but to be so blindly opinionated is another thing entirely. One of the biggest problems you face right now is that you assume that you are always right, even though you can't completely comprehend what everyone is saying. The point of the matter wasn't that Jaycie just hates Di, whoever that is, it was that she is very distraught and met a dead end when trying to seek condolance. It's not Jaycie's fault that Di pissed her off. It's not Jaycie's fault that Di would not help her. Stop trying to defend Di, it just doesn't make any sense without Di stating some case of her own.
But really, it's bad enough that you try to upset Jaycie in her own post, but to then to tell her that one of her close friends is manipulating her without any evidence? That's not a very good tactic. Besides, what does it matter to you whether or not Kalley did or can comfort Jaycie? It's not like the service will be open to you in the near future. Nor do I see you desperately trying to help Jaycie yourself, so don't complain.
As for what you said about Kalley, that's a very bold move. You assume that you know everything about her just because you've read her LiveJournal. You think you understand how she works because you've read what she intentionally shares with others. You judge her because she's a perfectionist with her typing at times? Has it not occurred to you that she might be a little more complex than that? That she might actually be feeling pain and anguish, might actually be hating parts of herself, might actually be fighting an internal struggle, and might actually being trying to improve herself rather than just begging for attention?
No, of course not. You're too young. You haven't even known Kalley long enough to understand half of what goes on in her mind. Sure, once in a while she may play on the pity of others, but everyone does now and again. Kalley is a wonderful person when you get to know her, when you get past the almost childish demeanor, and that's a whole lot more than I can say for you.
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-i didn't really care to defend di atm. i think you also got the wrong impression. anyways, anyone that has read any of her entries before will see that they always revolve around her hating di. even now, with her father's death, it is all she can concentrate on. she can't pull herself away from that hate even in this situation. it's kind of disgusting.
-kalley has manipulated her before. she used di tho. and uhm by the way kalley has manipulated many, many people. heh. if you've known her for 2 seconds you'd know this, but no one seems to care, so neither do i.
-i used to know kalley, i used to talk to her, i used to talk to all the people she knew online (which was practically her entire life, or at least that is what she would say). her fighting an internal struggle is absolute bull shit. it's really easy to look past what she does, but it doesn't matter! why are you telling me this when i obviously do not care!
-and of course, you judge me based on age. you don't even know my age.
i am going to assume you just met kalley.
i knew her about 3 years ago was it? no i think it was 4. and i was friends with her for about 2 years. i remained friends with all the people she knew, and they'd CONSTANTLY talk to me behind her back, telling me all the shit she pulls.
ask her if she remembers toby. that's how i found out about her giving head so some guy just so she could get weed. she was somewhat in love with him etc etc. there are many, many others... oh boy. but it doesn't matter!!!!! have a good life. bye!
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