If anyone wants to know

[whisperingechos]

My dad is gone. Forever. Autopsy results will be in Friday or Saturday to tell us the exact cause of death, but we all know what it was anyways. My fathers been an alcoholic for my entire life and then some. Now everyone knows why I am so against the alcohol and drugs and all that shit. But yeah, as I know it.. he was at my ex step mothers place..

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[dacchiwaifu]

I knew she wasn't going to help you.. *hugs tight* I'm sorry.

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[whisperingechos]

Yeah well, thats Di for you. Heh. I know you told me she probably wouldnt but god damn Kalley, I didnt know she was that fucking heartless.

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[dacchiwaifu]

*looks at herself* Neither did I.

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[whisperingechos]

*sigh*

[veni]

i really don't think she is being heartless

[whisperingechos]

No, Kalley is my friend and has been here for me for everything I go through. I care a great deal about Kalley. And no, I do not pray, I am not religious. And Di is usually the only one to help me through shit like this, and I needed her and she let me down. You dont know how Di really is okay? If I want to bash her, in MY journal, I can. She is being heartless and she'll be the first to admit it. SHE'S been through enough with me? How about me, being through her bullshit? Jesus Christ. I can concentrate on wanting her help if I want. -.- I didnt ask to be bashed by YOU.

[veni]

***as i said in my post. if she's being heartless, if she really is, then let her be.

you totally overlooked what i was saying, and just felt victomized or something. go and bash her. but is now really the time for you to be doing that? don't you think you shouldn't be bothering with that now? it will only make things worse, and you are probably depressed enough over your father's death.

"she's been through enough with you" - yes. both of you have been through a lot. i'm not placing blame anywhere.

you are not concentrating on wanting her help. you are ridiculing her. i wasn't trying to bash you.

this just shows that your mind truly is elsewhere. whatever i guess. i just can't believe someone could be concerned about stupid bull shit like this when w/e has happened.

How dare you..

[dacchiwaifu]

I am not trying to push Jayc into hating Di, because she already does. Jayc and I have talked a lot and discussed the pain and emotions Di has placed in her heart and left them there to feed off of her remaining happiness

[devoidvessel]

sorry about your father dying
I'm sure this is a very stressful time all on it's own
Hopefully you have someone who can help you through this.

[whisperingechos]

Thank you very much. Yeah I have a few close people to help me through.. it helps. :)