wow.
well things are good.
recap....
Spring Break 2006.
The wonderful Miss Amanda Marie Peloke and I traveled down to sunny Florida, to spend a week with our favorite Snuffy Nicole Trencansky. :)
Let me just say, this was such an amazing trip. There is nothing like spending a week straight with two of your best friends, just being cute funny silly girls. We did so many awesome things, and made A LOT of wonderful memories. I wouldn't have traded it for anything.
some things that are popping into my head: burnt pancakes, naps, spooning, tank tops and skirts, fashion shades, braids, buckets, cute boys, random HORIZON with random BEEPING, biker boys, cell phones, mini golf, drinking, rollercoasters, ice cream sandwiches, softball games and food with kappa brothers, pictures galoure, baby ducks, sun burn, painting our nails, PLEASURE ISLAND, 2 for 1 at Chili's, footlong hot dogs, shot glasses, laughing so hard my stomach hurt, disney world TWICE....and so much more.
Thank you to both of you for being so important in my life, and two of the greatest best friends I know. My life would not be the same without you. I love you both more than you'll ever understand.
'And I never I'd feel this way, and as far as I can say...i'm glad I got the chance to say that I do believe I love you, and if I should ever go away. well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today, and then if you can remember........KEEP SMILING, KEEP SHINING...knowing you can always count on me for sure, that's what friends are for. For good times, and bad times I'll be on your side forever more. That's what friends are for.'
well once school started back up after break things were a bit sketchy....
the first day had to be one of the hardest days I've had in a while, not only was it incredibly long, but I think I had the worst breakdown in a couple years. There was just so much to do, so many things going on, so many emotions running through me and I couldn't handle it. But it's those times when you feel like you hit rock bottom that things start to look back up. which is totally how I feel right now.
classes are really kind of stupid for me right now, the work is there, but not that important to me. which I am totally okay with. I'm going to make it through college fine, then I am going to go to graduate school somewhere. I have a path, and right now I'm just walking along.
These past couple of weeks I have realized how important it is to me to have people in my life. I have the most amazing people in front of me. And by that I mean near and far in my life, not literally standing in front of me. I know that things are going to keep changing, friendships, lovers, everything....but I know one thing I will always have amazing people in my life. My friends, family, mentors, and everyone are so important to me. You keep me going without even knowing. 'when I find myself fading I close my eyes and realize my friends/family/mentors are my energy.'
so this week....
well it's rather busy, but that can be good sometimes.
tuesday-friday afternoon: classes, meetings, situations, homework.
friday night-- short road trip home w/ peloke and jenna hopefully to eat dinner with the rents then go to the vestal voices benefit concert. woot! I can't wait. I miss singing in Vestal Voices.
saturday- holly's recital. who knows...PARTAY at risa's
sunday- homework and relaxing.
I'm basically busy every weekend except Easter weekend until the end of the semester...
some highlights that I'm really looking forward to:
--relay for life
--symphonic band concert
--biology club rafting trip :)
--Kappa Kappa Psi and Tau Beta Sigma Formal
--Kappa Kappa Psi softball game
'Love from the center of who you are; don't fake it. Run for dear life from evil; hold on for deal life to good.'
it's just that it's delicate.
recap....
Spring Break 2006.
The wonderful Miss Amanda Marie Peloke and I traveled down to sunny Florida, to spend a week with our favorite Snuffy Nicole Trencansky. :)
Let me just say, this was such an amazing trip. There is nothing like spending a week straight with two of your best friends, just being cute funny silly girls. We did so many awesome things, and made A LOT of wonderful memories. I wouldn't have traded it for anything.
some things that are popping into my head: burnt pancakes, naps, spooning, tank tops and skirts, fashion shades, braids, buckets, cute boys, random HORIZON with random BEEPING, biker boys, cell phones, mini golf, drinking, rollercoasters, ice cream sandwiches, softball games and food with kappa brothers, pictures galoure, baby ducks, sun burn, painting our nails, PLEASURE ISLAND, 2 for 1 at Chili's, footlong hot dogs, shot glasses, laughing so hard my stomach hurt, disney world TWICE....and so much more.
Thank you to both of you for being so important in my life, and two of the greatest best friends I know. My life would not be the same without you. I love you both more than you'll ever understand.
'And I never I'd feel this way, and as far as I can say...i'm glad I got the chance to say that I do believe I love you, and if I should ever go away. well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today, and then if you can remember........KEEP SMILING, KEEP SHINING...knowing you can always count on me for sure, that's what friends are for. For good times, and bad times I'll be on your side forever more. That's what friends are for.'
well once school started back up after break things were a bit sketchy....
the first day had to be one of the hardest days I've had in a while, not only was it incredibly long, but I think I had the worst breakdown in a couple years. There was just so much to do, so many things going on, so many emotions running through me and I couldn't handle it. But it's those times when you feel like you hit rock bottom that things start to look back up. which is totally how I feel right now.
classes are really kind of stupid for me right now, the work is there, but not that important to me. which I am totally okay with. I'm going to make it through college fine, then I am going to go to graduate school somewhere. I have a path, and right now I'm just walking along.
These past couple of weeks I have realized how important it is to me to have people in my life. I have the most amazing people in front of me. And by that I mean near and far in my life, not literally standing in front of me. I know that things are going to keep changing, friendships, lovers, everything....but I know one thing I will always have amazing people in my life. My friends, family, mentors, and everyone are so important to me. You keep me going without even knowing. 'when I find myself fading I close my eyes and realize my friends/family/mentors are my energy.'
so this week....
well it's rather busy, but that can be good sometimes.
tuesday-friday afternoon: classes, meetings, situations, homework.
friday night-- short road trip home w/ peloke and jenna hopefully to eat dinner with the rents then go to the vestal voices benefit concert. woot! I can't wait. I miss singing in Vestal Voices.
saturday- holly's recital. who knows...PARTAY at risa's
sunday- homework and relaxing.
I'm basically busy every weekend except Easter weekend until the end of the semester...
some highlights that I'm really looking forward to:
--relay for life
--symphonic band concert
--biology club rafting trip :)
--Kappa Kappa Psi and Tau Beta Sigma Formal
--Kappa Kappa Psi softball game
'Love from the center of who you are; don't fake it. Run for dear life from evil; hold on for deal life to good.'
it's just that it's delicate.