blah!
well let's just say that today has been incredibly blah.
ever since I tried to go to bed last night, things have gone down hill.
I hate fighting with people over text messages, I hate trying to have a real conversation over text messages.
But I guess a part of me was just glad this person was actually talking to me.
I really wish I could go back and redo the beginning of this week, because nothing is going right.
I don't know how to act from here, and I don't know how to move forward.
It might feel like I'm throwing everything away, but honestly...I'm trying to take care of myself.
I don't understand how you go from being so important in someone's life, to not.
Am I upset that you were hurting and needed space, yes, because I'm sorry that had to happen to you. I do not feel that it is my fault. And although my words say this....for the past 24 hours I've been taking it out on myself that it is.
I'm walking alone.
.....and there's no one to catch my fall.
ever since I tried to go to bed last night, things have gone down hill.
I hate fighting with people over text messages, I hate trying to have a real conversation over text messages.
But I guess a part of me was just glad this person was actually talking to me.
I really wish I could go back and redo the beginning of this week, because nothing is going right.
I don't know how to act from here, and I don't know how to move forward.
It might feel like I'm throwing everything away, but honestly...I'm trying to take care of myself.
I don't understand how you go from being so important in someone's life, to not.
Am I upset that you were hurting and needed space, yes, because I'm sorry that had to happen to you. I do not feel that it is my fault. And although my words say this....for the past 24 hours I've been taking it out on myself that it is.
I'm walking alone.
.....and there's no one to catch my fall.