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i have chamber choir auditions tomorrow.
which means that tomorrow will be the worst day of my life. the feeling of mutating turtles jousting in my stomach will last until long after my actual audition, at which point it will finally be replaced by the feeling of ROCKS in my stomach... grinding together in anticipation and dread...
aaaaaiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeee.
i'm not the greatest singer in the world, i know this. but i'm better than decent, and the thought of not making chamber makes my throat close up and go "krugsdh". my heart stops and my palms get sweaty, like a 6th grade boy at a school dance.
speaking of dances... i got asked to senior ball by one of my really good friends, which is really awesome. i would be more excited if i hadn't just told preston i'd cover his shift that night so HE could go to senior ball. *slaps head* STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID.
well i'm going to go kick myself in the face now. it seems like no amount of encouragement is enough to shake off this horrible feeling i have... this twisted feeling in my gut... urgh.
horrible day. horrible, horrible day.
which means that tomorrow will be the worst day of my life. the feeling of mutating turtles jousting in my stomach will last until long after my actual audition, at which point it will finally be replaced by the feeling of ROCKS in my stomach... grinding together in anticipation and dread...
aaaaaiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeee.
i'm not the greatest singer in the world, i know this. but i'm better than decent, and the thought of not making chamber makes my throat close up and go "krugsdh". my heart stops and my palms get sweaty, like a 6th grade boy at a school dance.
speaking of dances... i got asked to senior ball by one of my really good friends, which is really awesome. i would be more excited if i hadn't just told preston i'd cover his shift that night so HE could go to senior ball. *slaps head* STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID.
well i'm going to go kick myself in the face now. it seems like no amount of encouragement is enough to shake off this horrible feeling i have... this twisted feeling in my gut... urgh.
horrible day. horrible, horrible day.