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i really suck at updating this, don't i? well, it's not like anyone reads it, except for you, of course.
to start, summer's been okay. i haven't really been doing much -- i recently started dieting and exercising. i need to motivate myself more so i'd actually succeed at losing weight. it's frustrating. i hate feeling motivated one moment, and not motivated the next.
i've been reading some interesting books, too. SHANGHAI BABY is about a girl named coco living in shanghai (where else?) with her morphine addict tian tian. tian tian doesn't satisfy coco in bed to the point of perfection, but she loves him all the same and sleeps with a german man named mark. it's a really twisted book; super complicated and confusing. i need to reread parts.
i've also been...missing the boyfriend. a lot. we sleep with the phone on together, but it's not enough. it's been really frustrating for the both of us -- i think especially me, but he doesn't know that. what i mean is, i show my "frustration" by being pretty...nonchalant (i think) when we're talking on the phone, for example. i know i shouldn't, but...yeah. i need to work on this. i really need to. i wish i had fatty (our pig) with me, but he's keeping him for now. we're both eager for school to start up again so we can spend as much time together as possible. :)
i end this with: i need to buy a new bike.
to start, summer's been okay. i haven't really been doing much -- i recently started dieting and exercising. i need to motivate myself more so i'd actually succeed at losing weight. it's frustrating. i hate feeling motivated one moment, and not motivated the next.
i've been reading some interesting books, too. SHANGHAI BABY is about a girl named coco living in shanghai (where else?) with her morphine addict tian tian. tian tian doesn't satisfy coco in bed to the point of perfection, but she loves him all the same and sleeps with a german man named mark. it's a really twisted book; super complicated and confusing. i need to reread parts.
i've also been...missing the boyfriend. a lot. we sleep with the phone on together, but it's not enough. it's been really frustrating for the both of us -- i think especially me, but he doesn't know that. what i mean is, i show my "frustration" by being pretty...nonchalant (i think) when we're talking on the phone, for example. i know i shouldn't, but...yeah. i need to work on this. i really need to. i wish i had fatty (our pig) with me, but he's keeping him for now. we're both eager for school to start up again so we can spend as much time together as possible. :)
i end this with: i need to buy a new bike.