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i'm procrastinating.
i'm looking over my pictures right now. i like this one, haha:
just TWO MORE FINALSSSSS.
ugh.
i feel sooo...soooo....like i have the power and courage to say anything.
i would LIKE to say that certain losers in my past were a waste of my time. but, i won't. i must grudgingly admit that the experiences i've gained from being with them made me the person i am today.
they made me realize what scum they are.
i was so stupid. i can't believe i spent so much time writing about the last one when we just didn't click. sure, the last one had high points, but there were just too many damn low points. he was boring. he never talked. i might as well have been dating a wall. and he basically wasted my time: i amtraked to see him on his birthday and i even skipped my UWP class. all in all, if we were going to end it, i might as well have saved 200-something dollars. thanks to you, i'm surviving on instant noodles and my bank account looks bleak. yeah, i'm going to be shallow right now. he offered to give me back the cologne. what the freaking hell am i going to do with cologne that's been used? give it to my deserving boyfriend right now? when do i have time to put it up for sale on ebay? i'm in COLLEGE, and i'm studying. psh. and he gave me a card and a bag of jellybeans for christmas. oh yeah, super touching (sarcasm). what a freaking loser.
i just wanted some goooood i-want-to-scream-at-him closure. ;)
i have my future in front of me already.
i'm looking over my pictures right now. i like this one, haha:
just TWO MORE FINALSSSSS.
ugh.
i feel sooo...soooo....like i have the power and courage to say anything.
i would LIKE to say that certain losers in my past were a waste of my time. but, i won't. i must grudgingly admit that the experiences i've gained from being with them made me the person i am today.
they made me realize what scum they are.
i was so stupid. i can't believe i spent so much time writing about the last one when we just didn't click. sure, the last one had high points, but there were just too many damn low points. he was boring. he never talked. i might as well have been dating a wall. and he basically wasted my time: i amtraked to see him on his birthday and i even skipped my UWP class. all in all, if we were going to end it, i might as well have saved 200-something dollars. thanks to you, i'm surviving on instant noodles and my bank account looks bleak. yeah, i'm going to be shallow right now. he offered to give me back the cologne. what the freaking hell am i going to do with cologne that's been used? give it to my deserving boyfriend right now? when do i have time to put it up for sale on ebay? i'm in COLLEGE, and i'm studying. psh. and he gave me a card and a bag of jellybeans for christmas. oh yeah, super touching (sarcasm). what a freaking loser.
i just wanted some goooood i-want-to-scream-at-him closure. ;)
i have my future in front of me already.