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Gods what a long day.
Ended up having to wait in the freezing cold for 45 minutes for a bus to get to daycare. In the end, I walked the entire nearly 2 miles there because 4 or 5 buses passed by that were all too full to fit even my tiny umbrella stroller on. *sigh* Tomorrow I guess I'll be walking and carrying Hunter because I'm not dealing with this shit every day. And people wonder why I hate pussy car drivers who bitch and moan when they have to slow down to 58 from 62 or stop for 90 seconds at a light. Seriously. Just shut the fuck up. When you have to stop for 45 minutes, in a car with no doors or top that you have to stand up in, THEN you can whine. :-p
On the upside, I was asked to be a speaker of honor at a meeting between the school and school district liason. The school is facing major cuts, changes and possibly even closure within the next 2-5 years. The meeting ran overtime and I ended up missing Hunter's two year appointment to stay, because I felt it was important,e ven though I didn't talk. I've been invited back to further meetings so here's hoping maybe I can do a bit of good.
Guess tomorrow I'll try leaving little guy there for real this time.
Right now I'm still stressed as hell. It seems to get worse every day. I think I'm suffering from a lack of...intimate contact. Not sex, but just the relaxation and shutting off of the brain that comes with just hunkering down and watching movies with someone you care about. Or getting a hug that's not from your child. I love those but it's just not quite the same. I haven't had anything to stop my brain from going in a long long time.
Ended up having to wait in the freezing cold for 45 minutes for a bus to get to daycare. In the end, I walked the entire nearly 2 miles there because 4 or 5 buses passed by that were all too full to fit even my tiny umbrella stroller on. *sigh* Tomorrow I guess I'll be walking and carrying Hunter because I'm not dealing with this shit every day. And people wonder why I hate pussy car drivers who bitch and moan when they have to slow down to 58 from 62 or stop for 90 seconds at a light. Seriously. Just shut the fuck up. When you have to stop for 45 minutes, in a car with no doors or top that you have to stand up in, THEN you can whine. :-p
On the upside, I was asked to be a speaker of honor at a meeting between the school and school district liason. The school is facing major cuts, changes and possibly even closure within the next 2-5 years. The meeting ran overtime and I ended up missing Hunter's two year appointment to stay, because I felt it was important,e ven though I didn't talk. I've been invited back to further meetings so here's hoping maybe I can do a bit of good.
Guess tomorrow I'll try leaving little guy there for real this time.
Right now I'm still stressed as hell. It seems to get worse every day. I think I'm suffering from a lack of...intimate contact. Not sex, but just the relaxation and shutting off of the brain that comes with just hunkering down and watching movies with someone you care about. Or getting a hug that's not from your child. I love those but it's just not quite the same. I haven't had anything to stop my brain from going in a long long time.