Jun 11, 2005 08:29
is it a bad omen if your summer vacation starts out as bad as mine did? i mean, first of all, everytime i look in the mirror, i can't help but feel ugly. i need my hair to hide behind, lol. and at the moment i literally feel like i'm gonna puke. i have this horrible taste in my mouth and my stomach hurts like no other and i can feel like tears behind my eyes. it's even hard to see. and i was so miserable, i could hardly even dial my own phone number. and u're probably asking urself--how can ur day be miserable when it's only 8:30 am. Well...anything is possible, lol. I was supposed to have ACTs today, but as you can tell...i'm not that. The reason is because i forgot all my paperwork. So at 7:50, I called my mom to bring my registration. She only lives about 5 minutes from Oxford highschool, so it didn't take too long. Then I went in, and was showing the lady my registration when she asks for ID. Well, me and my stupid self forgot that too. So she told me to go talk to some guy with a white beard. He told me that if I didn't have ID, then I couldn't take the test. He wrote down my name on a piece of paper. And then I called my parents yet again. They rushed up there with my ID, but it was 8:10...the ACTs were supposed to start at 8. I might've been able to make it, but the second I got into the car I just started bawling and I could stop and I felt like I was gonna puke. Being utterly freaked out for about 10 minutes (which felt like an eternity) just made my body collaspe. And knew I wasn't up for taking the test...I knew I would do horribly, and I knew that if I broke down in the middle of the test..people might think I was just a little bit weird, lol.