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Wow.. am i fucked up or what? my journal is pretty depressing. but right now I'm a mix between absolutely happy, flustered,suprised, and absolutely depressed. and I've realized some weird things about myself. like I have there weird varying moods when I sleep with someone. hehe. man, I need a therapist. and a life. I need to find straight girl friends who fuck. I don't know any of those right now.it would be amusing. and I could relate to people guy-wise. I know so many lesbians there's no problems that way. god my life is so obscure. I just hope Melissa isn't still mad at me. I Lurve you Melissa. not that you're reading this. now I need to post this before Camden looks at my journal. if you're reading this smarto, be prepared to read weirdness in here. I'm so on-edge right now. i wish I had a private jet and island. so I could fly off to it whenever I am confused or frusturated. I hate people who don't tell me the whole story. I'm worried many people hate me.sigh.. and I'm feeling really really seductress lately. can be a good thing... can be a bad thing. we'll see. wow. here's my friend outside. adios, whoever. Emily I lurve you and i'm sorry about the person who dumped you friend wise. why and how and waah. yah. k. phooo boy, I really hope no-one reads this ever.