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I can't believe I lost the best thing that's ever happened to me, twice. I wish I had the guts to stand outside of your house holding a boom box above my head. I heard that U2 song on the radio today as I was driving, you know, the one on the CD my Mom bought you for Christmas, the one we sat in the car and screamed at the top of our lungs, waiting for the song to finish before getting out. It was close to 9 o'clock at night. Later, all I wanted to do was cuddle, and we did. But first I drove our drunk friend home. I heard it today. I cried my heart out. I'm listening to it now. I think I may put it on repeat. I hope we can sing it to each other again some day.