Whinny bitch.
I've really been so unhappy and angry lately. I have this constant boulder on my chest and all I want to do is be free from it. I wish I could write eloquently so I wouldn't sound so young and pathetic, but I guess that's what I am. Young. Pathetic. Angry. Hurt. I'm tired of making phone calls. I'm tired of feeling unwanted. I'm tired of feeling disrespected. I'm tired of not being understood when I'm trying to explain myself. Currently, I am tired of not saying anything at all and riding the wave, so as to not disrupt anything and fall. But I am so tired of fighting. I'm fucking tired man. I think I need more serotonin in my brain.