Fully Festive
Fully Festive, originally uploaded by WhimOfFate.
I am cheating a bit. This picture is from last year.
Okay, since these things change daily, I am sure you are not surprised to learn that something happend yesterday. Whee.
After my last entry Adam called and told me that Wayne was being released from the hospital, but Erick was tied up at the impound lot trying to get his truck out from the cops. This meant, of course, that Adam had to drive out to Baytown and pick Wayne up from the hospital. Lovely.
So, Adam took him out to the trailer in Dayton and waited on Erick to call him and tell him he was on his way out to the trailer to keep an eye on Wayne, per what Erick said that he would be doing, keeping me from finding them an apartment around here.
Of course, Erick calls a few hours later and says, "I am too stressed out. I am going to Mom's and taking a nap."
Adam: "What do you want me to do with Dad?"
Erick: "It's up to you."
Adam: "What do you mean it is up to me?"
Erick: "I don't care, I am not dealing with it tonight. You figure it out."
Lovely.
Adam calls me, at a loss as to what to do without setting off a huge argument between us. I was so livid with Erick that I was ready to drive over there and beat the hell out of him. Pussy.
Of course, there is no option other than bringing Wayne home. Adam has to work today and he can't stay in Dayton, drive an hour to get to work, drive back out there and avoid me for the next few days while Erick sleeps. (Adam keeps pointing out that he was in a car wreck the day before, but I don't care.)
So, Wayne is here. Hopefully he is so weak that he stays the hell out of my way for a while.
Honestly, I am not looking for a fight, but my MOM is. She is already playing the "If" game and planning her strategy. It is sad. I can't get her to calm down. I am afraid that she will totally overstep her bounds and cause another HUGE mess in my life. I know that she means well, but she isn't thinking it through. She just has about a week and a half left. If she can just be calm for that tiny amount of time.....Watch, soon I will be writing about the completely idiotic thing that she has done to make my life more difficult.
Now we are back to trying to find Wayne an apartment. We are going to just take over, AGAIN, and Erick is just going to have to show up once in a while to make sure Wayne isn't dead.
Ugh.
On the up side, Adam did reassure me that he is thankful that I finally put my foot down. He recognizes that he was going to kill himself, figuratively, trying to keep everything afloat and it is better, in the long run, that we are living our lives seperate from his father.
He told Wayne that he shouldn't take the move personally, it was just time for Adam and me to live our lives. Adam said that it was just not right that we have been married nearly four years and never had a moment's peace in all of that time.
I guess that is everything, for now. I am smart enough to not ask the Universe "What next?" because I know that the answer will be something I don't like.