Apr 13, 2006 09:26
I'm going to be sick.
I seriously feel like shit.
I am shaking.
I can't concentrate.
AND IT'S ALL MY FAULT!
I needed to see Vanessa today.
But she's sick.
So I won't be seeing her.
I really need to speak to someone.
Just be hugged.
Because I don't want to feel like this anymore.
But I can't stop listening.
I won't be eating today.
I had a mini, two sushi rolls and a piece of brownie yesterday.
That's all i've eaten since Sunday.
I'm going to be sick.
I need to get out of this.
Now.
I just want to be hugged.
I need to speak to someone.
I can't stop myself anymore.
I need help.
And I need it now.