i seriously forgot about livejournal for 6 months...

[whenyoufallrise]

hm, so...where to start...sometimes my head is on straight and i feel good and stable. other times i have these weird anxiety based breakdowns and totally freak out. lately it's been about half and half. i went to new york this past weekend. it was a lot of fun. went to coney island, saw the raveonettes & built to spill. missed spank rock however. but, what can ya do. i miss a lot of people. old friends and stuff. honestly...since last september a lot of stuff has happened. most of it unfortunate. three friends have passed away this past year. like, seriously? that is definately something that i have unintentionally let get to me and break me down. all i can hope is that things will magically turn around and everything will be on the upswing. we'll seeeeeeeee.

-ps- josh j, i miss you tons! and i hope your date rocks! :]