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so, so, so. not too much is new. same old, same old. days keep on rollin', sun keeps risin' and settin'. i have learned that no matter what, the world isn't going to stop spinning. everything happens for a reason, and even if i do not understand certain things now, maybe someday i will. i hope so. i have made a couple new friends and i enjoy them a lot. one of them being a girl, which is TOTALLY uncalled for when it comes to me. i really don't like girls very much. i only speak to a select few, so getting closer with Carolyn has been awesome. she's a wonderful girl. my boy pals are good too, Thomas is the best friend i could potentially find and Daniel is just my main man. i am truly fond of both of them. ALSO, my long lost friend tony comes home on monday and i am super excited to hangout with him for a bit as well. haha, but look at me. who am i kidding? i am acting like things are cool, and they really aren't. i miss joshua more than i have ever missed anyone in my whole life. i have just been trying to keep myself busy and entertained. sometimes i see or hear things that just bring back a distinct memory of something i did, or expierenced with josh and i really get pretty bummed. as for right now, i am just going to keep, keeping myself busy, and hopefully everything will turn out alright.