guys like you are a dime a dozen

Jan 28, 2007 21:45

i really hope beverleys life gets all worked out =D.

i have cut marks on my arm, there mostly scares but fresh ones. i feel so ashamed aboute them i havent hurt myself in a year. i was washing the dishes and my mom saw them.
i dont do it on purposely i black out i never rember it happinging but i always end up with cuts on my arms.

she asked what they were and i responded 'i was trying to cut betsy's nails' best lie i have ever told that is what you call thinking on your toes. i wish she just saw threw it i just wish she knew sometimes and would hold me and tell me evrything was going to work out ok.

i cry myself to sleep pretty much evrynight
in school a few days ago someone said 'chewbacca' or was talking about 'chewbacca' i went into the bathroom and threw up. i throw up a lot in school. i cant stand my life, its ben like this sence 8th grade half the stuff in my life dana dosnt even know about, i feel like she's leaving me for katie in a weird way i dont matter anymore, i need a fresh start someplace new were no body knows me.

hmm birthday is in 2 months im having a party
pretty much anyone can come its going to be in palmer as of now
hopefully 'stare down the sun' witll be there that will be amazing

my stomach hurts
really bad
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