love you with everything i am
oh my fucking god
i can't sleep
it's so hard to sleep when all i can think about is you and how you move me.i've never been in love as i am now.my heart is racing so fast. you leave me gasping for you with every breath you take.i wantto inhale your exhale.you taste of pretty,oh beautiful creature that you are.I long to feel you fingers all over my body.they cause such tender and orgasmic vibrations though every pore in my flesh.i've never been tongued like the way you do.i want to drink of your water.the way you salivate in my mouth makes this dry ,vast ocean that i am full of life again.i haven't written in my journal in so long. i don't why i've been waiting to do so. i guess i just wanted to wait until i had a pure perfect thought flow through my veins agains. the way they have been flowing since the day that i met you. I AM IN LOVE .in love with you so much that it hurts when i'm apart from you.the way you whisper love in my ear makes me want to cry water falls. I ,to be serious and as honest as i can be,never thought in my wildest dreams(in all my depression) ,that i would cross paths with the goddess that i've always dreamed of. i want to worship you.
i am your slave.i get on my knees for you and i kiss your feet because they are precious to me.well haha i love your feet.they are soft and you have the cutest toes in the world.I suck on them because it's my way of showing you that you are the only one i need;only one i will EVER need from now on. I've found you and i'm not letting go.I don't want to. This feeling is pure.You are the purest thing and i feel like the purest of things when you are with me. I want you with me right now. I need to hold you and i want you to hold me and never let go of me for i am the most fragile of things. I am fragile for you.you make me feel so soft and so loved.your heart is sacred to me. just know i will never EVER cheat on you for breaking your heart would be like take a knife and slitting my own throat.i don't want to bleed .I'm happy.I don't want to cry but for you i will because you hear me. you hear everthing i say and everything i feel. my arms are your for the wrapping. i feel your heart beating in them and it feels so beautiful.if i could take your heart out for a split second just so that i can kiss it,i woullld. my love.my sweet sweetest of loves.the only love i have ever known. i know this right now as i am hear typing for you . as i am hear sleep deprving myself so that you can listen to my ranting expressiveness. i rant for you.
so never let me leave your body;for i love being in your blood. i love bathing in it. you taste so delicious. Laramie Wilcox ,I am in love with you.I love you more than any girl i have ever known. More than Sharon i have you know. yes like we talked.as you and gayliin. i dont' know if i spelled his name right . i don't care. all i care for is you.i know you have loved before.i just hope this love you have for me is greater than all you have known. for i am certain that my love for you is certain .i've never been in love as the way i am with you.i don't care if this hurts anyone who decides to read this. this is my journal and my thoughts,my deepest of thoughts .ARE MINE !!!!!! my feelings ARE MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!and just MINE!!!!!!!!!! fuck i love you. i love what you do to me. the way you kiss me. your lips are so soft .i don't care if you have lipstick at the time and are smearing it all over me. i know you love me. i wouldn't have any other lipstick taint my flesh the way YOURs makes me beautiful.
I have a confession. i really hope you don't hate me. i really hope you don't get upset though i know you will and i know you will cry,but i don't like keeping anything from you. i don't want to keep anything from you.you don't deserve it and i fucking know i don't deserve it. i got a call from my dadd . it made me cry so much. i hate him. i hate his fucking sperm. i wish his had never been the one to bring life onto me. for i hate his lying sack of shit mother fuckdr.i am teary. i needed some thing to switch the deressing moood. i can't believe i looked in that fucking box. that fucking box i swore not to open again. i DID and i hate myself for it,but i ama little grateful to it. for now i can see in me.i haven't been able to feel myself on the inside for months now. and i am happy because now it all comes together. it's you ,laramie. you bring out my best.i also swore not to open it until i though it was the right time.i love you baby. don't ever let me go.it will kill me. it will spill out my insides and i don't want to be that mess.i'm shaking and i'm happy. i'm happy i'm soo fucking happy. you make me smile. you make me shake.you send trembling in my bones. whenever i see you,it's like the first time all over again. i see the smile of the beautiful girl who touch my jacket and smiled at me. i wanted to say something to you when i walked out of te shop. i was scared. i wanted to ask if you couldspin me with the dancing enigmatic charm which you so poccess. i knew when i saw you that you were different. you had a little bit of a secret escape from your being into my eyes. i swear i felt you rattle in my bones. i can still feel it now baby.
don't hate me don't hate me for it will be the end of me i swear to you. i can't have you look down on me but i have this confession. this confession that i had blocked from my mind. i can't believe it was stilll there.i had forgotten it for yrs. i never reembered. the memory of it had died. i found it in this little box i thought i had burned with all my sins.i can't believe the memory had been dead for so long. i miss you. i miss you laramie. i know we will see each other tommorrow but my heart can't wait .i'm not dying or anything. i just love you. you know .i know you feel this too and it makes me want to craddle you ,my baby.my sweet sweet baby, i love you like the word LOVE never existed in this world before. my feelings are sincere and they are passion filled.yes i love it when you orgasm.i love it because you look so pretty. i feel your pussy taking every inch of me and it gusts delight into my body. the way you tighten my cock. the way you feel inside. i can feel your insides kissing me,licking me,swallowing me.I only cum for you and just you.
i feel so sexual.you make me sexual. the way your legs wrap around my torso and squeeze me. i feel one with you. i AM ONE with you. WE ARE ONE. i want you so bad. last night i thought of how you make love to me. you satisfy me like noone else has,not even sharon. she sucked in bed lol. hahahha. it's true. YOU move with grace and you dance poetry into my heart,into my head. i feel this feeling ofwonderul explode in my head and i want it to never stop exploding. my feelings are pure. my love is pure. i convulse in Xctasy.i found the little bag.
the bag i swore not to take until i was forever certain that my heart was feeling the devine. until it was feeling pure and untouched by everything that i hate. everything taht i've hated. I am happy with the outcome. MY thoughts are only with you and i see nothing else BUT you. YOU aer all i need from now on. i don't want to ever lose you . i write this for you because i've been meaning to write this song ,these words.this tale .everyhing else in my past has faded. it has faded like all the colors do when they are washed by ugliness. i see beauty,i see you,lARAMIE ^_^
please i know you are crying and i know it's for a lot of different reasons. you are crying because you feel my emotion.you are crying because well yeah it's a said bad thing .it's a SAID bad thing becaue society is ignorant to my feelings. the feelings which what i've done can bring out. if they only knew,they wouldn't be so blinded. they would know that it's something which can make your heart bring out everything which is beautiful. to me it's the only thing taht is beautiful....us. the only person who is beautiful...you,my pretty baby.You are crying because you see how much you mean to me. how much I LOVE YOU . You know that i am the one. the one who've you've always dreamed would come along and take you by surpise. I'm happy because i know YOU are the one who's taken me by storm. i want to dance barefoot in the rain with you and splash in puddles.I want it to snow so i can see what a beautiul snow angel you make.
i feel selfish that i've done this without you.Please don't cry for i love you. My heart feels clear of all my past hate. the hate that i stored for so long. It has vanished. you make me the happiest man in the world. your warm embrace makes me hot. every bead of sweat that comes out of me,comes out of me for you. i sweat love. The love that i know i have. i fucking love you and all your ways. when we talk, the world freezes for nothing else matters in it. your sonic ultra vibrations send shivers and quivers all over my body. I WANT YOU NOW .like i wanted you last night. i thought of you running your togue all over my body like the way you do. from my head to my toes. i love it when you suck on my toes.haha it makes me feel like i'm the only one you will ever need. It makes me feel special. you make me feel special. i AM special when i'm with you. I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU. i love telling you so because it's true.
The way i love you is forever written in the time of life. my love for you is like no other.be in my arms right now. i want to smell of your beautiful hair. A flower will never be born with such sweet aroma that you have. it's unique and it sends me into the air and i feel your love.it's bursting inside of me. this feeling of you . i love you.
i found a tiny bag long ever forgotten in tis box which i have now tosses into the trash. i don't need it anymore. it contained memories of when my life was scarred.inside all the hate of my past ,i added 3 bits of love .i have waited for the day to come in which i could take one and find out for myself that all that crap was truely dead and that the one i'm with right now(you) ,is for certain. i knew it was certain,but i just had to feel my insides turn inside out with so i could feel what was inside of me. this feeling.... you.God i wish you were here.i want you to hold me like you do. to kiss me like you do.you drive me insane with this passion that yearns for you everytime i take a breath. i saved 3 because if my feelings were like they are right now,i would love to share them with my love.I respect you and i love you.I don't want you to think that i've kept this secret from you. FUCK i didn't even remember it. i had forgotten it for so many yrs.i thought it had been a dream. Whatever you decide,i love you anyway. this was just something i needed to do...for myself.I wish you would do it this one time.
i write all this because these are my inner thoughts. i express how i feel and what i feel because it's the only way i know.if you think bad or judge me wrongly, i don't care. you can shove your bullshit up your ass. This is a good feeling.one that i wished to share for a once in a lifetime experience. i wished that day when i closed the lid that i would find the right person for me to do it with. if she never came,then it would have nevr happend.She came along though,with such majesty and immortal of love.
I'm okay Laramie. I just want you to know that i wouldn't do anything which i thought would harm me. I've waited for the day that i can write this love for you as i'm doing right now. You are my dream come true.My lover,how i love the way you kiss my neck. I want you really bad. I want to glide in the beauty that is making love to you. Your eyes are shock waves into my system when you look at me when i'm inside of you. I wish you could be with me right now.I would take your hand and kiss it.my body aches for you right now so badly. i always want you. Ok Ok maybe i'm a little sex addicted.hahah ok a lot,but just know you are my addiction. you are my sex addiction aswell as the woman i love .I wouldn't have it anyother way. i don't want anyone else. Your voice sings to me with harmonic tones when i think of you.
It still feels like the first time we met. it still feels like the first time we talked(that pretty nervousness you make me feel is still there).it still feel slike the first time we ever kiss. and i don't mean at the club. I mean at your apartment. that moment is foeverer embedded in my soul for it was the greatest moment of my life.It still feels like the first time we made love. the way you run your hands along my body is how i want to feel until the day i die.You are so precious to me.I would take a bullet for you.
You make me truly happy.I want/need to feel your lips on me right now. i crave of your pretty poison.It's taste drives me insane with passion.
I just don't want you to be upset with me please. You would make me cry forever if you are.I want to call you right now,but i admit i'm a little timid. i'm shaking because i'm coming down off it right now.i miss you baby and i need you to hold me so bad. bad idea i know for doing this all alone cause i have no one to watch over me,but i had to. i had to let this secret promise out. ill be okay. i should get to bed in a tiny bit.*sigh* i know i need to sleep.i've been awake for far too long. I'm cold. i miss your arms ,my love. the way they keep me warm.
I guess now all I CAN do is await for your reaction to this. oh god please don't let it be a bad one. i just hope you understand me and understand why i did it.I love you with all my heart ,Laramie;my baby. ♥
I'm in love with you
i can't sleep
it's so hard to sleep when all i can think about is you and how you move me.i've never been in love as i am now.my heart is racing so fast. you leave me gasping for you with every breath you take.i wantto inhale your exhale.you taste of pretty,oh beautiful creature that you are.I long to feel you fingers all over my body.they cause such tender and orgasmic vibrations though every pore in my flesh.i've never been tongued like the way you do.i want to drink of your water.the way you salivate in my mouth makes this dry ,vast ocean that i am full of life again.i haven't written in my journal in so long. i don't why i've been waiting to do so. i guess i just wanted to wait until i had a pure perfect thought flow through my veins agains. the way they have been flowing since the day that i met you. I AM IN LOVE .in love with you so much that it hurts when i'm apart from you.the way you whisper love in my ear makes me want to cry water falls. I ,to be serious and as honest as i can be,never thought in my wildest dreams(in all my depression) ,that i would cross paths with the goddess that i've always dreamed of. i want to worship you.
i am your slave.i get on my knees for you and i kiss your feet because they are precious to me.well haha i love your feet.they are soft and you have the cutest toes in the world.I suck on them because it's my way of showing you that you are the only one i need;only one i will EVER need from now on. I've found you and i'm not letting go.I don't want to. This feeling is pure.You are the purest thing and i feel like the purest of things when you are with me. I want you with me right now. I need to hold you and i want you to hold me and never let go of me for i am the most fragile of things. I am fragile for you.you make me feel so soft and so loved.your heart is sacred to me. just know i will never EVER cheat on you for breaking your heart would be like take a knife and slitting my own throat.i don't want to bleed .I'm happy.I don't want to cry but for you i will because you hear me. you hear everthing i say and everything i feel. my arms are your for the wrapping. i feel your heart beating in them and it feels so beautiful.if i could take your heart out for a split second just so that i can kiss it,i woullld. my love.my sweet sweetest of loves.the only love i have ever known. i know this right now as i am hear typing for you . as i am hear sleep deprving myself so that you can listen to my ranting expressiveness. i rant for you.
so never let me leave your body;for i love being in your blood. i love bathing in it. you taste so delicious. Laramie Wilcox ,I am in love with you.I love you more than any girl i have ever known. More than Sharon i have you know. yes like we talked.as you and gayliin. i dont' know if i spelled his name right . i don't care. all i care for is you.i know you have loved before.i just hope this love you have for me is greater than all you have known. for i am certain that my love for you is certain .i've never been in love as the way i am with you.i don't care if this hurts anyone who decides to read this. this is my journal and my thoughts,my deepest of thoughts .ARE MINE !!!!!! my feelings ARE MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!and just MINE!!!!!!!!!! fuck i love you. i love what you do to me. the way you kiss me. your lips are so soft .i don't care if you have lipstick at the time and are smearing it all over me. i know you love me. i wouldn't have any other lipstick taint my flesh the way YOURs makes me beautiful.
I have a confession. i really hope you don't hate me. i really hope you don't get upset though i know you will and i know you will cry,but i don't like keeping anything from you. i don't want to keep anything from you.you don't deserve it and i fucking know i don't deserve it. i got a call from my dadd . it made me cry so much. i hate him. i hate his fucking sperm. i wish his had never been the one to bring life onto me. for i hate his lying sack of shit mother fuckdr.i am teary. i needed some thing to switch the deressing moood. i can't believe i looked in that fucking box. that fucking box i swore not to open again. i DID and i hate myself for it,but i ama little grateful to it. for now i can see in me.i haven't been able to feel myself on the inside for months now. and i am happy because now it all comes together. it's you ,laramie. you bring out my best.i also swore not to open it until i though it was the right time.i love you baby. don't ever let me go.it will kill me. it will spill out my insides and i don't want to be that mess.i'm shaking and i'm happy. i'm happy i'm soo fucking happy. you make me smile. you make me shake.you send trembling in my bones. whenever i see you,it's like the first time all over again. i see the smile of the beautiful girl who touch my jacket and smiled at me. i wanted to say something to you when i walked out of te shop. i was scared. i wanted to ask if you couldspin me with the dancing enigmatic charm which you so poccess. i knew when i saw you that you were different. you had a little bit of a secret escape from your being into my eyes. i swear i felt you rattle in my bones. i can still feel it now baby.
don't hate me don't hate me for it will be the end of me i swear to you. i can't have you look down on me but i have this confession. this confession that i had blocked from my mind. i can't believe it was stilll there.i had forgotten it for yrs. i never reembered. the memory of it had died. i found it in this little box i thought i had burned with all my sins.i can't believe the memory had been dead for so long. i miss you. i miss you laramie. i know we will see each other tommorrow but my heart can't wait .i'm not dying or anything. i just love you. you know .i know you feel this too and it makes me want to craddle you ,my baby.my sweet sweet baby, i love you like the word LOVE never existed in this world before. my feelings are sincere and they are passion filled.yes i love it when you orgasm.i love it because you look so pretty. i feel your pussy taking every inch of me and it gusts delight into my body. the way you tighten my cock. the way you feel inside. i can feel your insides kissing me,licking me,swallowing me.I only cum for you and just you.
i feel so sexual.you make me sexual. the way your legs wrap around my torso and squeeze me. i feel one with you. i AM ONE with you. WE ARE ONE. i want you so bad. last night i thought of how you make love to me. you satisfy me like noone else has,not even sharon. she sucked in bed lol. hahahha. it's true. YOU move with grace and you dance poetry into my heart,into my head. i feel this feeling ofwonderul explode in my head and i want it to never stop exploding. my feelings are pure. my love is pure. i convulse in Xctasy.i found the little bag.
the bag i swore not to take until i was forever certain that my heart was feeling the devine. until it was feeling pure and untouched by everything that i hate. everything taht i've hated. I am happy with the outcome. MY thoughts are only with you and i see nothing else BUT you. YOU aer all i need from now on. i don't want to ever lose you . i write this for you because i've been meaning to write this song ,these words.this tale .everyhing else in my past has faded. it has faded like all the colors do when they are washed by ugliness. i see beauty,i see you,lARAMIE ^_^
please i know you are crying and i know it's for a lot of different reasons. you are crying because you feel my emotion.you are crying because well yeah it's a said bad thing .it's a SAID bad thing becaue society is ignorant to my feelings. the feelings which what i've done can bring out. if they only knew,they wouldn't be so blinded. they would know that it's something which can make your heart bring out everything which is beautiful. to me it's the only thing taht is beautiful....us. the only person who is beautiful...you,my pretty baby.You are crying because you see how much you mean to me. how much I LOVE YOU . You know that i am the one. the one who've you've always dreamed would come along and take you by surpise. I'm happy because i know YOU are the one who's taken me by storm. i want to dance barefoot in the rain with you and splash in puddles.I want it to snow so i can see what a beautiul snow angel you make.
i feel selfish that i've done this without you.Please don't cry for i love you. My heart feels clear of all my past hate. the hate that i stored for so long. It has vanished. you make me the happiest man in the world. your warm embrace makes me hot. every bead of sweat that comes out of me,comes out of me for you. i sweat love. The love that i know i have. i fucking love you and all your ways. when we talk, the world freezes for nothing else matters in it. your sonic ultra vibrations send shivers and quivers all over my body. I WANT YOU NOW .like i wanted you last night. i thought of you running your togue all over my body like the way you do. from my head to my toes. i love it when you suck on my toes.haha it makes me feel like i'm the only one you will ever need. It makes me feel special. you make me feel special. i AM special when i'm with you. I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU. i love telling you so because it's true.
The way i love you is forever written in the time of life. my love for you is like no other.be in my arms right now. i want to smell of your beautiful hair. A flower will never be born with such sweet aroma that you have. it's unique and it sends me into the air and i feel your love.it's bursting inside of me. this feeling of you . i love you.
i found a tiny bag long ever forgotten in tis box which i have now tosses into the trash. i don't need it anymore. it contained memories of when my life was scarred.inside all the hate of my past ,i added 3 bits of love .i have waited for the day to come in which i could take one and find out for myself that all that crap was truely dead and that the one i'm with right now(you) ,is for certain. i knew it was certain,but i just had to feel my insides turn inside out with so i could feel what was inside of me. this feeling.... you.God i wish you were here.i want you to hold me like you do. to kiss me like you do.you drive me insane with this passion that yearns for you everytime i take a breath. i saved 3 because if my feelings were like they are right now,i would love to share them with my love.I respect you and i love you.I don't want you to think that i've kept this secret from you. FUCK i didn't even remember it. i had forgotten it for so many yrs.i thought it had been a dream. Whatever you decide,i love you anyway. this was just something i needed to do...for myself.I wish you would do it this one time.
i write all this because these are my inner thoughts. i express how i feel and what i feel because it's the only way i know.if you think bad or judge me wrongly, i don't care. you can shove your bullshit up your ass. This is a good feeling.one that i wished to share for a once in a lifetime experience. i wished that day when i closed the lid that i would find the right person for me to do it with. if she never came,then it would have nevr happend.She came along though,with such majesty and immortal of love.
I'm okay Laramie. I just want you to know that i wouldn't do anything which i thought would harm me. I've waited for the day that i can write this love for you as i'm doing right now. You are my dream come true.My lover,how i love the way you kiss my neck. I want you really bad. I want to glide in the beauty that is making love to you. Your eyes are shock waves into my system when you look at me when i'm inside of you. I wish you could be with me right now.I would take your hand and kiss it.my body aches for you right now so badly. i always want you. Ok Ok maybe i'm a little sex addicted.hahah ok a lot,but just know you are my addiction. you are my sex addiction aswell as the woman i love .I wouldn't have it anyother way. i don't want anyone else. Your voice sings to me with harmonic tones when i think of you.
It still feels like the first time we met. it still feels like the first time we talked(that pretty nervousness you make me feel is still there).it still feel slike the first time we ever kiss. and i don't mean at the club. I mean at your apartment. that moment is foeverer embedded in my soul for it was the greatest moment of my life.It still feels like the first time we made love. the way you run your hands along my body is how i want to feel until the day i die.You are so precious to me.I would take a bullet for you.
You make me truly happy.I want/need to feel your lips on me right now. i crave of your pretty poison.It's taste drives me insane with passion.
I just don't want you to be upset with me please. You would make me cry forever if you are.I want to call you right now,but i admit i'm a little timid. i'm shaking because i'm coming down off it right now.i miss you baby and i need you to hold me so bad. bad idea i know for doing this all alone cause i have no one to watch over me,but i had to. i had to let this secret promise out. ill be okay. i should get to bed in a tiny bit.*sigh* i know i need to sleep.i've been awake for far too long. I'm cold. i miss your arms ,my love. the way they keep me warm.
I guess now all I CAN do is await for your reaction to this. oh god please don't let it be a bad one. i just hope you understand me and understand why i did it.I love you with all my heart ,Laramie;my baby. ♥
I'm in love with you