A little venting for myself

[when_im_dead]

just an update on my life is all

Comments

[artinfektion]

Congrats on the 1year :) I'm so proud of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
I'm also happy you're taking care of yourself!
It was hard at first but I understand. I still love you more than anyone, but I'm just happy you're happy now :) lol I mean, if in the future you said you wanted me, I wouldn't say no(that would be retarded.) Just know I'm okay, and I'm glad you're doing better. <3333333

[when_im_dead]

Thank you. You are actually the first to say congrats to me so you get a big e-hug<33333333

as for the taking care of myself,i don't really know how good a job i'm doing.i just today put one job on hold.now for the eating.I just only eat when i hang out with laramie.when i'm alone i really don't eat much,but i AM eating a little more now that my mother feels the need to feed me.it's retarded.I know it was hard babe.I love you and thank you for just being you.I'm glad you are ok Jamie*hugs

[artinfektion]

You'll do fine :) You're not a dumb man, you'll make sure you're okay. <3 I'll always care about you. Your health. Everything. And you can still talk to me, if you even need to ;p

[when_im_dead]

Thank you Jamie . I care about your health too and i hope you are eating damnit! *shakes fist. i saw the picture of the coffee which you recently posted on myspace and i kinda had visions of you and just THAT. coffee all day and no food. tis a sad thought.<33333333333333333333333333

[artinfektion]

lol, Well its nice to know that someone cares about my health. Probably more so than I do. ;/ bleh. I'm eating, still not 'normal' portions, but I AM eating. And no, I don't consider COFFEE a food group ;p haha.

I was told though, "Girl, you DID lose alot of weight. EAT."

[when_im_dead]

lmfao people who haven't seen me in a while who i recently hung out with a bit this week were all like "wtf dude . eat something you skinny shit". yeah they were worried i guess ,but they made me laugh is all.haha for a while i thought you actually DID consider coffee a balanced meal lol

[artinfektion]

HA! I could say the same for you!

[when_im_dead]

yeah but at least i was eating cookies:p and you know that hahaha.so you can't really say the same . i win KTHNX!

[artinfektion]

oh BS! Cookies don't count. Its just SUGAR.
And stuff.
And you can't win, because I ate small things like that too.

[when_im_dead]

WELL ACTUALLY LOL

Ingredients:chocalate chips,enriched wheat flour,soybean,cottonseed,maltedbarley flour and enzymes...ect ect..

and i do win because everytime i asked what you ate you were like" starbucks:) " hahaha and if you did eat something it was a bite and then you felt nauseous or something. so you lose:)

*claims victory and does a little dance

[artinfektion]

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ACTUALLY DID THAT! Well, actually I do. Anything so you can win. Ass. haha.

So what if it was a bite! A cookie is basically a BITE. And I did get nauseous, but I didn't vomit! LOL So you DIDN'T WIN.

-poke-

[when_im_dead]

lmfao@this picture hahahaha .i think this is actually oe of the reasons why i wanted to talk to you i the first place....because you are a dork like me hahaha

a bite you say? A laugh you get from me. taht doesn't count for crap hun<3 first off i doubt you took a huge bite and anything in your mouth just got stuck between your teeth<3 lol

*ow*

[artinfektion]

Yeah well, you're a much bigger dork than I. ;p

And A BITE DOES COUNT!!!!!! Its SOMETHING. -nod- And every bite is huge for me, hahaha I have a big mouth.

-pokes again and grins in the most innocent way she can-

[when_im_dead]

:( i'm not a dork*cries
lmfao@every bite being hugs cause you have a big mouth

fsljhfashflhashajh k you win

[artinfektion]

dude. what the hell. hahahahaha.
you dont have to show the whole world.
or, er...your friends list.

again.
You've got a bigger mouth than I do.