Spring is in the air, it smells like joy.
Dear Diary...
*grin*
Life...is getting better. Much better.
I'm looking forward to Sally visiting, it's been too long. When she is near me I feel like our souls recognize something within one another, it's a good feeling...and we have so much catching up to do. It's long overdue!
Things with Ryan are amazing. I'm not sure I've ever felt this deeply before. We are spending more time together, learning each other, learning limits and compromise...usually this is the part of a relationship I dread...and don't get me wrong, we have our uncomfortable moments, but even those are getting to be something we do better. I think it's wonderful to have so much in common with your partner, in past relationships I've had bits in common, but it's so nice to be able to completely geek out with the one you love.
Missing Mo has been hard, she's been gone for a bit now...and there are better days and worse days...the days she is happy and having fun are the days when I get off the phone and just smile, but the days that she misses me and begs to come home, those are the days that hurt. Luckily Ryan has really been there for me on those days, he's always willing to hold me while I cry...I am so thankful for that support, I don't know what I would do without that.
Rob finally moved out, he left the house a wreck...he says he will come help me clean it, but knowing Rob I'm thinking that will never happen, we shall see. I'm disappointed in how he handled all this, it shows his selfishness...but at the same time I can't fault him too much, I know what it's like to hate a situation and want to run from it, it just sucks that he left me so ruined to get himself ahead. Fortunately I am a survivor, so I know I will be fine...just disappointing.
One positive thing though is that my room is finally feeling like my room. I have the bed in a different position, I used yummy smelling carpet powder when I vacuumed it, I'm washing all my cloths today...it's really coming together. It feels like my little sanctuary :) It's wonderful.
The job is really good, I'm so surprised about how kind my boss was, he actually left work, went to Target and got me cold medicine! I've NEVER had that happen before, it was the sweetest thing ever! And one thing I have to mention here is how sweet it was of my roommate to bring it to his attention that I was sick, she was actually seeing if she could take a break to go get me meds, and he offered...It's amazing to have such kind people around. *warm fuzzy*
Netflix as a whole really rocks. They feed us, they respect us...I feel like I'm working in luxury. It makes work seem less like work, and more like a nice place I hang out for eight hours...it's nice.
I am getting rid of my cats. *Heavy sigh* I'm not happy about it...but it's time. I'm not home often and I can't give them the attention that they need. So, I've put an ad online, and I think I have a few takers, I'm hoping they are out by the end of the week, we shall see. I love them, but the time has come.
The last thing I wanted to update about is GAMES!!! I've not been on wow in a long while, I'm hoping to change that soon! I think I'm going to level a bit on Aegwyn...and I would ideally love to level my damned priest up to 70, I've had the expansion for like two months now and still I haven't leveled her! Also D&D is looking like it will be a blast, just solidifying players and such at this point, I put an ad up on CL just to get a few players, I should be interviewing them this week *bounces*
*grin*
Life...is getting better. Much better.
I'm looking forward to Sally visiting, it's been too long. When she is near me I feel like our souls recognize something within one another, it's a good feeling...and we have so much catching up to do. It's long overdue!
Things with Ryan are amazing. I'm not sure I've ever felt this deeply before. We are spending more time together, learning each other, learning limits and compromise...usually this is the part of a relationship I dread...and don't get me wrong, we have our uncomfortable moments, but even those are getting to be something we do better. I think it's wonderful to have so much in common with your partner, in past relationships I've had bits in common, but it's so nice to be able to completely geek out with the one you love.
Missing Mo has been hard, she's been gone for a bit now...and there are better days and worse days...the days she is happy and having fun are the days when I get off the phone and just smile, but the days that she misses me and begs to come home, those are the days that hurt. Luckily Ryan has really been there for me on those days, he's always willing to hold me while I cry...I am so thankful for that support, I don't know what I would do without that.
Rob finally moved out, he left the house a wreck...he says he will come help me clean it, but knowing Rob I'm thinking that will never happen, we shall see. I'm disappointed in how he handled all this, it shows his selfishness...but at the same time I can't fault him too much, I know what it's like to hate a situation and want to run from it, it just sucks that he left me so ruined to get himself ahead. Fortunately I am a survivor, so I know I will be fine...just disappointing.
One positive thing though is that my room is finally feeling like my room. I have the bed in a different position, I used yummy smelling carpet powder when I vacuumed it, I'm washing all my cloths today...it's really coming together. It feels like my little sanctuary :) It's wonderful.
The job is really good, I'm so surprised about how kind my boss was, he actually left work, went to Target and got me cold medicine! I've NEVER had that happen before, it was the sweetest thing ever! And one thing I have to mention here is how sweet it was of my roommate to bring it to his attention that I was sick, she was actually seeing if she could take a break to go get me meds, and he offered...It's amazing to have such kind people around. *warm fuzzy*
Netflix as a whole really rocks. They feed us, they respect us...I feel like I'm working in luxury. It makes work seem less like work, and more like a nice place I hang out for eight hours...it's nice.
I am getting rid of my cats. *Heavy sigh* I'm not happy about it...but it's time. I'm not home often and I can't give them the attention that they need. So, I've put an ad online, and I think I have a few takers, I'm hoping they are out by the end of the week, we shall see. I love them, but the time has come.
The last thing I wanted to update about is GAMES!!! I've not been on wow in a long while, I'm hoping to change that soon! I think I'm going to level a bit on Aegwyn...and I would ideally love to level my damned priest up to 70, I've had the expansion for like two months now and still I haven't leveled her! Also D&D is looking like it will be a blast, just solidifying players and such at this point, I put an ad up on CL just to get a few players, I should be interviewing them this week *bounces*