arggg
so yeah. shit sucks right now to be completely honest. not that theres much i can do about it.. but yeah. i am definatly getting to talk to Jen more though, and that is really good. this weekend though she is up at Graceland for homecoming weekend so yeah.. but anyways...i have a section on my MySpace about her, and i wrote something, but i want to elaborate on it some more...so here it goes...
Jen is one of the most important people in my life. without her, i woulnt be alive today.. and yes, i realize people say that way to often, and dont usually mean it, but i do. she became my guiding light in my dark time, and she still is when i am in those dark areas of my life. She is the best person anyone could ever ask for. She is just as beautiful on the outsdie as she is on the inside; her smile lights up the room when she walks in, especially considering she is ALWAYS smiling. She has been there for me since the first day i met her at camp when i walked into her cabin and someone threw up. lol i had my doubts, il'l admit.. but she did more than prove me wrong, she completely changed me and my whole outlook on life. She is always there to catch me when i need a hand, she makes me laugh when im crying, or the other way around that i cry from laughing so much (most of the time just at her and how much of a dork is (: ). I have been through hell and back, and she was always right there walking by my side helping me through it all and holding me up. She is the greatest gift that God has ever blessed me with, and i believe it will always be that way. If it wernt for her, i wouldnt be the person i am to this day. I would still be stuck in that dark place that is now in my past. No one will ever take her place, or even come close to it. She will always have a special place in my heart, no matter how far away she is, she is always close to my heart. She will never know how much i love her or appreciate how much she has done for me in my life, but that is okay, because i plan on telling her every day for the rest of her life.
yeah. so thats basicly it. thats what i think about her. lemme know what you think..
Jen is one of the most important people in my life. without her, i woulnt be alive today.. and yes, i realize people say that way to often, and dont usually mean it, but i do. she became my guiding light in my dark time, and she still is when i am in those dark areas of my life. She is the best person anyone could ever ask for. She is just as beautiful on the outsdie as she is on the inside; her smile lights up the room when she walks in, especially considering she is ALWAYS smiling. She has been there for me since the first day i met her at camp when i walked into her cabin and someone threw up. lol i had my doubts, il'l admit.. but she did more than prove me wrong, she completely changed me and my whole outlook on life. She is always there to catch me when i need a hand, she makes me laugh when im crying, or the other way around that i cry from laughing so much (most of the time just at her and how much of a dork is (: ). I have been through hell and back, and she was always right there walking by my side helping me through it all and holding me up. She is the greatest gift that God has ever blessed me with, and i believe it will always be that way. If it wernt for her, i wouldnt be the person i am to this day. I would still be stuck in that dark place that is now in my past. No one will ever take her place, or even come close to it. She will always have a special place in my heart, no matter how far away she is, she is always close to my heart. She will never know how much i love her or appreciate how much she has done for me in my life, but that is okay, because i plan on telling her every day for the rest of her life.
yeah. so thats basicly it. thats what i think about her. lemme know what you think..