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I have finally found something (sort of) to snack on without feeling like a monster. Assorted nuts! They are small, cheap, very low in calories, good for you (they are non-salted) and fun to crunch. Too bad they taste like sweaty bollocks. Raisins are included though which sort of (almost) mask the revolting taste. I'm not sure if I stop snacking eventually because I am not hungry anymore or because the thought of eating one more evil-tasting piece of poo is just all too much.
Xmas is well and truly setting in in my head. I have started being extra nice to people and thinking "no, mustn't be mean, 'tis crimbo". I have had bloody "Do you hear what I hear?" in my head for the best part of three days now and every time I think of it tears well up in my eyes because I am an absolute SAP for anything like that. I had to run out of Clinton Cards the other day because they started playing "The christmas song" and just one bar of Nat King Cole crooning on about "tiny tots with their eyes all aglow" makes me... me... oh God it's happening again :(
Dad is making me go to fucking Midnight Mass with him on Christmas Eve / Day... when will Father Christmas visit if I don't get to sleep until like two AM?!?!?!
Xmas is well and truly setting in in my head. I have started being extra nice to people and thinking "no, mustn't be mean, 'tis crimbo". I have had bloody "Do you hear what I hear?" in my head for the best part of three days now and every time I think of it tears well up in my eyes because I am an absolute SAP for anything like that. I had to run out of Clinton Cards the other day because they started playing "The christmas song" and just one bar of Nat King Cole crooning on about "tiny tots with their eyes all aglow" makes me... me... oh God it's happening again :(
Dad is making me go to fucking Midnight Mass with him on Christmas Eve / Day... when will Father Christmas visit if I don't get to sleep until like two AM?!?!?!