if i dont let myself be happy now then when? if not now, when?

[whatiknow]

bitch: dont understand my ways. i dont have problems for you to solve them, i dont have a name just for you to call ... if you understand anything - understand this = i won't be calling your house again

pat: the problem exists and i almost told you today - come back and we'll talk, pleeeease -let's talk  :'(  i hate crying, but now i cry because i

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[afton21089]

hey never forgot i am ALWAYS here for ya and if u EVER EVER need to talk.. im a your gal.. :-) i love you tons and tons and i will ALWAYS be here for you! i love you tons and tons and tons!!!

[anonymous]

Is your 'problem' that you cut yourself? cause on one of your earlier entries it said 'more red scratches apear every day, but i just cant tell you' or something along those lines.i know this is nosey. but if it is, i hope you can over come it. cause nothing is worth risking your life. and if thats not it. them im very sorry for assuming things.

[_____hotfuss]

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also. if that is is, i know just how you feel.
cause i had a problem with that last year. i could
have killed myself. &then my parents sent me to a
shrink. &i suppose it worked. i still think about
it sometimes.

anwho. sorry for implying anything, really i am.

[ashley528]

Hi.. I love you? like? yeah? mexicans.... wow tay.. lol thats awesome.. OK i have to go study.. love you though - no worries