if i dont let myself be happy now then when? if not now, when?
bitch: dont understand my ways. i dont have problems for you to solve them, i dont have a name just for you to call ... if you understand anything - understand this = i won't be calling your house again
pat: the problem exists and i almost told you today - come back and we'll talk, pleeeease -let's talk :'( i hate crying, but now i cry because i kept this from you.not because of what i did ....or what i'm doing ....
..this may be hard, but today - i have to tell you. i have a problem. and i need help. please don't be scared. i only hid this from you because i didn't want my problems to be your problems...you have your own. i feel bad. i love you. i hope this doesn't cause problems between us...because you are everything that's holding me together right now.
Scoli32: Wow today was so useless....nothing fun happened. I did nothing at all..sat on my ass and ate. Maybe ill start my own lil journal thing and type to no one saying how my days are just filled with exhilerating moments while living in the most boring town ever
he has this whole "livejournal" thing down to an art
BumpkinBoy13: but guess what
BumpkinBoy13: someone thinks im hot and cool
BumpkinBoy13: and im going on a date with her
BumpkinBoy13: saturday
BumpkinBoy13: but i dont like know her so the date is so we can hang out and get to know eachother
ha, that's what we talked about the whole conversation!!!! ahhh goooo nick!
....my dad in the background: "the mexican's are coming! the mexican's are coming!" - yeah "mexicans" refers to his girlfriends kids. ... funny thing is - they're cuban.
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you
[dont really like this song, just the lyrics]
A scary conversation -shut my eyes- can't find the brake.
this is side one, flip me over - i know i'm not you're favorite record
the first star i see my not be a star. we can't do a thing but wait - so lets wait for one more. the time, such clumsy time, in deciding if it's time. i'm careful but not sure how it goes. you can loose yourself in your courage - the mindless comfort grows when i'm alone with my "great" plans. this is what she says gets her through it: "if i don't let myself be happy now then when?" if not now when? when the time we have now ends, when the big hand goes 'round ...again. can you still feel the butterflies? can you still hear the last goodnight? close my eyes and believe wherever you are, an angel for me
[i love this song]