Sep 21, 2010 15:53
I've decided to open the doors again. To come out of the save place that is my own home. It smells and there is a huge stain on the white, wooden floor.
First thing on the list is to eat a croissant, maybe even two if I felt like it. His picture is on the table, next to the keeps to my flat. I also need a new phone. I threw my old one into the river some time ago because I couldn't deal with the constant ringing.
As I close the door the light of the October Sun is burning my eyes, locking yourself up in a room and keeping the curtains closed isn't the best thing to do.
The store stopped selling coffee and croissants. When did this happen, you ask? Apparently a few weeks ago. There is now a souvenir shop. Like we needed more of those.
I need to leave the city. Find a different place for me to start again. I can't deal with it all, I want to run, hide, bury myself alive perhaps.
15 minutes later I had put my apartment up for sale. It would be gone within a few days, I knew it. I had spend every cent I had left on it, It was gorgeous and I would get it all back. I would start again in a new town, a new country, a new life... a new love.
Au Revoir Paris. You will be missed.
Jane Doe.
(I need to practice writing again, so you will see lots of updates from Jane)
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