Mar 01, 2005 06:43
so last night i wrote this really long depressing melodramatic ramble that i was going to post on here but now i think my computer has been unnetworked and i cant currently find my cigarpro so i guess ill do it later during my study hall instead of blue slip. im really sad right now. i need my friends. i need reasons to do well because right now i feel them slipping away and that makes me want to not do anything at all. grrr i dont want to think anymore. i want all this shit to be over, for me to be done with it, for me to wake up, damnit i hate solipsism but im thinking about it more and more. c'est la vie.
much love