deal with the pain. then come back.

[whatgirl_xo]

i wish i could hug you and make the world disappear.
i wish we could go back and be best friends.
i wish it didn't have to end this way.

i hate to say it and i'm sick of sounding selfish, but i know i deserve better.
i KNOW i deserve BETTER.

i will never forget you.
as much as we both want me to, i will never forget what you've done to me.
good and bad.
if i could forget, i don't think i'd want to.
i want to remember everything about you.

and i'm not sorry.
i'm not sorry at all.
this sounds terrible, but it's all your fault.
i will not apologize for your actions anymore.
i'm done cleaning up your wretched life.
you're on your own.
but you're not alone.
i'm on my own too.

remember that.
remember me.