Right now I am watching the sun rise after another night of [near] sleeplessness. I spent the night tossing and turning in bed over the eventuality of meeting the people of this Meetup group tomorrow. I'm afraid I won't fit in there either. I spent the night formulating a plan, trying to envision what the setting would be like, and what I would say ( Read more... )

Well, it's summer in Minnesota, and do you know what that means? That's right, humidity! Right now it's not as terrible as it could be, although it is still difficult for me to breathe. It is 3 AM. Unfortunately, it is just going to get worse ( Read more... )

I don't have much to say, I've just been doing a lot of drugs. Yeah, a lot... That is not an understatement, my friends. I yelled at Grant for being on acid, but then I go and... yeah... I'm such a hypocrite. I don't like myself for that. Fuck. The sad thing, they aren't helping, I'm just as fucked up and insecure as ever. I think I feel even worse ( Read more... )