Summer Lovin'
Wow my first entry! Lol. It's not going to be a very happy one either. To sum my life up in two words is: it sucks! I'm grounded for no reason at all for the last week my best friend is home. On top of that my mom hit my head and pulled my hair (which both hurt a lot!) and no one in my family is nice to me, well except for my dad. My mom always gives me the silent treatment and then the next week she's all of a sudden my best friend. My sister's both gang up on me and last night (as I was trying to fall asleep on the couch since my parents haven't boughten me a bed yet) I heard my sister's talking about me and how weird/ugly I am. Then when that whole thing with my mom happened on Saturday I was crying and my dad doesn't say a word to me. He always pretends like everything is peachy keen, when it totally is not. Plus I tried doing that whole thing again yesterday and it kinda helps, but I'm not very good at it. But that's what's going on at home.
Now for love....the most confusing thing ever! First let's start with Brendan. We go out for almost two monthes then he breaks up with me Sunday, June 7th. Then on SATURDAY he asks me back out. Saying he messed things up and that he misses me and all this stuff. I do miss him but I don't know if I want to go back out with him. I was sad when we broke up, although I didn't really show it. I miss talking to him. And it sucks cause he asked me out just the day after Charlie asked me if I wanted things to be back to what they were before Brendan and I started going out and I said, Yes.
Okay so now Charlie. I like him...and sometimes I think I like him more than I'd like to admit. When I'm with him I feel special and I don't know...different, but a good different. But my mom REALLY doesn't like after all that stuff happened after Brendan and I started going out. So now we move onto Lance.
Lance asked me out Tuesday, June 15th. I had barely just met him! I met him through Joe and then one day Joe was all "Lance thinks your hot!" and I didn't beleive him so then Joe had Lance come and tell me he thinks I'm hot. This was like two weeks before school got out. Then on Monday, June 14th I see Lance and he comes over and was all, "I haven't seen you for awhile" and I was like yeah and then he asked me for my phone number. So I gave it to him and he called me that day and we talked and then called again and asked if we could talk the next day and I said yeah. So then Tuesday he comes up to me, and I'm sitting with all my cheer friends trying to do my homework and he talks to me about some party he wanted me to go to with him. Then he leaves and comes back like 10 minutes later and asks me to come talk to him. So I get up and we walk away and then he asks me out! I told him I would have to get back to him and that I wanted to get to know him better. He's called me a couple times since then, but I haven't been home when he's called and then on Friday I saw him but he just kept walking and so yeah I think he thinks I don't like him.
Then lastly I have a semi-crush on two guys. One, who I will call B, nothing could ever happen with because there's just some relationships that could never work out. Then the other one who I'll call, J, is totally in love with another girl, although he doesn't like to admit it.
So there's my life. Oh so confusing!
Now for love....the most confusing thing ever! First let's start with Brendan. We go out for almost two monthes then he breaks up with me Sunday, June 7th. Then on SATURDAY he asks me back out. Saying he messed things up and that he misses me and all this stuff. I do miss him but I don't know if I want to go back out with him. I was sad when we broke up, although I didn't really show it. I miss talking to him. And it sucks cause he asked me out just the day after Charlie asked me if I wanted things to be back to what they were before Brendan and I started going out and I said, Yes.
Okay so now Charlie. I like him...and sometimes I think I like him more than I'd like to admit. When I'm with him I feel special and I don't know...different, but a good different. But my mom REALLY doesn't like after all that stuff happened after Brendan and I started going out. So now we move onto Lance.
Lance asked me out Tuesday, June 15th. I had barely just met him! I met him through Joe and then one day Joe was all "Lance thinks your hot!" and I didn't beleive him so then Joe had Lance come and tell me he thinks I'm hot. This was like two weeks before school got out. Then on Monday, June 14th I see Lance and he comes over and was all, "I haven't seen you for awhile" and I was like yeah and then he asked me for my phone number. So I gave it to him and he called me that day and we talked and then called again and asked if we could talk the next day and I said yeah. So then Tuesday he comes up to me, and I'm sitting with all my cheer friends trying to do my homework and he talks to me about some party he wanted me to go to with him. Then he leaves and comes back like 10 minutes later and asks me to come talk to him. So I get up and we walk away and then he asks me out! I told him I would have to get back to him and that I wanted to get to know him better. He's called me a couple times since then, but I haven't been home when he's called and then on Friday I saw him but he just kept walking and so yeah I think he thinks I don't like him.
Then lastly I have a semi-crush on two guys. One, who I will call B, nothing could ever happen with because there's just some relationships that could never work out. Then the other one who I'll call, J, is totally in love with another girl, although he doesn't like to admit it.
So there's my life. Oh so confusing!