I've determined that I'm too clever for my own good. I think the reason I'm not afraid of anything is because I construct a world of total safety. Until I'm so fucking safe that I can't move, or grow. No real challenges. No real problems. I'm so well insulated in these walls that the world could die and I might not notice ( Read more... )

Someday I won't wake up in the morning. And it won't be because I overslept and it won't be because I stayed up all night. I hope when that day comes I've accomplished all the things I'd like to accomplish. But whether or not I get that stuff done, I can definitely die knowing that I buried my face in life, taking huge bites and left with the ( Read more... )