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Well, I haven't updated in a long time..so I decided I should...
Well lately I've just been Happy :) and Depressed :( ! Happy cuz of reasons I can't say! Even if I could say...I don't think there's words to describe how happy I am! Nobody would understand!* When I look in his eyes it's like I know it's true!! I really, really, really like this person so fuckin much...He makes me feel on top of the world! I love him! If only you could feel the way, I do about him...It's amazing! ~*~Then the depression comes along because the fact Reeths-Puffer is just full of bullshit and drama! I wish it would just stop..to tell ya the truth and everything would just go back to how it used to be....Then my dad is giving me shit cuz I don't wanna see him at all...He can kiss my ass seriously cuz I'm not gonna go somewhere , where I am gettin hurt even more...Lately I've felt like nothing really matters..I've been doubting myself..Thinking about dying..Just thinking of ways to leave... I hate thinking like this, but @ times I feel like I'm supposed to think this way. I just dont know why tho..
**Lately I've been hanging out w/different people and it's like all of a sudden when people find out..and prolly say something to this person..the don't answer the calls or anything...WTF? I dk.... It sux tho cuz this person is awesome as fuck! I really dunno...? ..confussed!**
I just dk what to do anymore.... Fuck it....