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Pleanty of options which means so very little to me. They message, text, call and I could. I fucking could take them up on their offers. I wish I had the strength to go out on a date, meet someone new but the only thing its doing is distracting me from the problem at hand, only temporarily taking my mind off of what I wanted so very badly for so long. I feel our love dying and how could you? how could you throw up your hands and give up? I guess I was never really worth it to you to begin with. Do you have any idea how hard it is to know that deep inside you would do absolutely anything for someone? And the feelings arent returned. To care about someone so deeply so quickly into a relationship. To give them your heart and hope they don't break it and then the do? Unwilling to fight for love because its just too inconvienent for them. At this point all I know is
"I'd rather hate you
For everything you are
Than ever love you
For something you are not"
...If you don't want me then set me free
"I'd rather hate you
For everything you are
Than ever love you
For something you are not"
...If you don't want me then set me free