NJ
about 2-3 weeks ago, things at home were getting almost unbearable to the point of wanting to leave. i knew my aunt from new jersey was coming over for a visit with her son (her husband, aka my uncle, was in the philippines due to a family death). i had thought about going back to new jersey with them on their way home and staying for the rest of the summer. it would be a daring move considering id be by myself, without my family and without my sweetie for about a month. but i was willing to do it if that meant i could get away for a while.
suddenly, just 3 days before my aunt would be leaving to go back home, my mom asks me if id like to join her on her way back to new jersey. in my head im thinking, "okay... coincidence but random. what a weird stroke of luck!" i never told my parents about my thoughts of leaving, and so it was so strange for them to bring it up. i pretty much decided that i wanted to go! and it turns out my aunt from new york needs some help and i could do it!
sadly though, its my one-year with my sweetie on the 7th... and if i were to go, id most likely be missing it =( that was the only thing holding me back because i know its something that means alot to both of us. so i asked him about it and he said that i should go and that it would be okay... so here i am! got here monday afternoon =D dunno how long ill be staying but i packed a week's worth of clothes! i kinda feel like staying for a while... i hope to make up for missing our anniversary when i come back somehow =)
anyways, its 2:30am! i should get to bed! nitey! ^^
suddenly, just 3 days before my aunt would be leaving to go back home, my mom asks me if id like to join her on her way back to new jersey. in my head im thinking, "okay... coincidence but random. what a weird stroke of luck!" i never told my parents about my thoughts of leaving, and so it was so strange for them to bring it up. i pretty much decided that i wanted to go! and it turns out my aunt from new york needs some help and i could do it!
sadly though, its my one-year with my sweetie on the 7th... and if i were to go, id most likely be missing it =( that was the only thing holding me back because i know its something that means alot to both of us. so i asked him about it and he said that i should go and that it would be okay... so here i am! got here monday afternoon =D dunno how long ill be staying but i packed a week's worth of clothes! i kinda feel like staying for a while... i hope to make up for missing our anniversary when i come back somehow =)
anyways, its 2:30am! i should get to bed! nitey! ^^