do i really need a subject, i never sdtick to one
the lindsey and me thing is going great. its as if we never broke up... and i know i love her. i almost screwed up things.. like an idiot i got a dui and like a bigger idiot i got a refusual. i should have learned from the first time. anyways, lindsey has been by by side through all of this.. and im greatful for it. i decided to quit drinking.. at least for now. this weekend it will be 4 weeks w/o alcohol. it just sucks to have fallen on my face, gotten a boost and then to have fallen on my face again. all i can do is build myself back up. so im working hard at my job, doing more productive things when im not working, and enjoying the small things. if i lose my liscense it will bne a pain in the butt, however it won't kill me and eventually i will get it back. it is so nice that lindsey is standing by me..she must like me a little bit. tomorrow i go to traffic court for my refusal.. tuesday i leave for florida.. weeeeeee i get to see my mommy