general update
So, today was a rough day. I am working at the Alliance Theatre selling subscriptions aka; telamarketing, and it is puting me to the test. I can't seem to convince myself or anyone on the phone that what I'm telling them is the right thing to do. But here is the catch, I want people to come to theatre, I want them to some more then once a year. but trying to echieve that with out pushing them away is very hard to do. I don't like peopleing being mean or curt on the phone, and they usualy are. I'm not sure I will ever be good at his I am however rediculousely stubbern and I look at the slimy ass hole sitting next to me making sales and I can't help but think to myself "if he can do this so can I." at the very worste it is acting, which I used to be able to do. ok, deep breath, this is not that important. worse comes to worse I quite. which would not be the end of the world. sleep calls to sweetness of passifying dreams.