day one
On the first day of my journey to find my pourpose on earth in gods eyes ,, I found that i was numb and empty. A mans heart and its contents are defined by what he says. I had absolutely nothing to say. I was stone. No emotion no feeling. I had to sit and listen to my wife and my mother explain this new book to me on how to find what my purpose on earth is. I havent lived wiht my wife for a week and a half now and I could smell her from across the room , She had now started to go to my small home town church. I hope she finds christ. I do miss her. Her warm touch and her gentle kisses. Her very presence had me a nervous wreck. She is the only woman on the planet that has that affect on me. I cant explain it. Sometimes I love her more than I can explain,. others I want to be as far away from her as i can get. This was just day one of a forty day book . Day One >>>>>>>> Empty, Love always Marcus