When Lord, when? When's gonna be my time?
Emptiness is lownliness, and lownliness is cleanliness, and cleanliness is Godliness, and God is empty, just like me....
[EDIT]
I hadn't even remembered writing this until I came back to have a look at my LiveJournal a couple days later. I was drunk and feeling rotten when I wrote it. It's weird how being drunk can act as an amplifier, and also bring out the worst of my inner feelings. And to anyone who knows me well, it's pretty obvious that I've been lonely as of late. Looking at it now in my soberness. It seems stupid. But I've decided to leave it up instead of deleting the entry. That's how I was feeling when I wrote it. Even if it was mostly the alchohol. Seems like the right thing to do. And truth be told I'm getting comfortable with being alone. It's just taking a bit of time.
[EDIT]
I hadn't even remembered writing this until I came back to have a look at my LiveJournal a couple days later. I was drunk and feeling rotten when I wrote it. It's weird how being drunk can act as an amplifier, and also bring out the worst of my inner feelings. And to anyone who knows me well, it's pretty obvious that I've been lonely as of late. Looking at it now in my soberness. It seems stupid. But I've decided to leave it up instead of deleting the entry. That's how I was feeling when I wrote it. Even if it was mostly the alchohol. Seems like the right thing to do. And truth be told I'm getting comfortable with being alone. It's just taking a bit of time.