Jan 20, 2010 09:10
36 MPH wind and constant rain. An actual storm! We lost power last night for like a minute, just enough to mess everything up.
So this AM I headed out to Kats to BE THERE at 6:30 AM. Very early. sorry if you got a 5 am txt from me, I didnt check my messages till this am and just decided to reply before i forgot. Had an interesting conversation via txt today and decided i need to be a BITCH. When I say your not my type, I do mean it. Do not DEMAND anything when you havnt taken any action in 4 encounters. Im terrible and have to stick to my origional plan- No more jobless, carless guys. I said that after the whole Joe inccident. I said that after the whole Gabe Debocle, and Damnit I need to stand by it. I get BORED playing mom. I get angry. I get resentful. I need to keep my life moving forward and i need someone who atleast is trying to MAKE A PLAN, not someone who is just drifting through life. I need ambition. I need someone good looking.. preferably with an accent. like good looking guy next door. God you gatta love a good irish accent. even a faint one.
I DON'T need a project.
Wouldnt you all agree with me? So I guess i need to be a bitch. I just dont want to hurt anyone feelings and I certainly dont want to miss out of other friends. but Im tired of the pity dating, seriosly.
ok, RANT over! So I am gunna pick an idea and run with it and do my childerens book idea for my portfolio and try and do this art thing.. you know, the one I went to school for? lol. I have to skills, I'll make the time. I need to get my ass in gear, I wanted to write a book before Im 25, and thats comin fast!
so ya. I gatta get back to the doodle a day thing Im terrible.
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