♥ i'll rip my heart out ♥
so..here i sit.again. Last night was pretty cool.its what i needed to forget about things. Hung out with the usual.lol, and went driving around forever with t.r.attempted to visit colton, and trent. and then attempted to get some pot.nothing worked, but it was still cool. it was raining to, and we all know how much i love the rain.But anyway.its really gloomy outside, but i love it. I keep thinkning today is friday. but its not. Technically, i hung out with...him...yestreday, because i was out until 5 am. i dont know.i dont even know why i care.well i dont. and i think i have a feeling i know who he was writing about. i think its sara. i could be wrong, but i dont know. it just kinda seems like it.i dont know.
its snowing out.
im not sure what i should write about..im kind of blank at the moment. all i can think of is the hurt. but like i said, i shouldnt complain, i am just bringing this on to myself. its what i deserve i guess.....well, i am going to go write some lyrics er..something. i dont know..
...and all i asked was love me.....