What did I do wrong?

Sep 21, 2004 12:33


I went to meet you. You wanted to have fun. I went home disappointed. You said sorry. Did you mean it?

I hoped that you will be more initiative. You didn't call. You wanted to wait for the right time. When will it be the right time? You just left me waiting.

I called, there is no response, not even a reply or sms. I waited. You just wanted to sleep. What did I do wrong again?

I left it to you to call, in the end I thought maybe I should call. Both ways, I still fail. So you tell me what I should do. I don't seem to be doing the right thing.

Kean Yew, kean yew, and kean yew. I will admit the jealousy that you spent hours almost everyday talking to him, and I don't even deserve an sms. I'm trying to put everything you did behind me. But every action you continue to make just tells me that only he is good enough for you, and me, someone just not worth anything. So this is how you make me feel. What can I do? If only I could just cut you off and forget about you. But that decision is only for the selfish and the heartless. And I definitely don't want to be a part of it.

So tell me what should I do?
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