should've done something but ive done it enough

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wow it strange how something so perfect between 2 people can be so easily destroyed. by just simply kissing someone else or just even some flirting. easily ended. theres supposed to be trust in a relationship. cheating or flirting doesnt ruin a relationship.. its suspicion. it eventually gets to a person. and thats wut causes it all to end. the suspicion leads to fighting. fighting leads to break up and heartache. in the long run it doesnt even seem worth it. the heartache and the suffering that comes wtih it all. but then u look back and u think of all the good times the 2 have had together. with all the love and trust that was invested in one another. the nights where you go home and just lay in ur bed and look up at the ceiling and not being able to sleep cuz ur too busy thinking of what just happend. the kiss that had just been shared for the first time. what was sed. expressing eachother's love towards one another.all the wonderful things that had happend that night. it all seems too perfect at the time. but then.. the fighting begins. the suspicion starts. and then suddenly nothing is perfect nemore. all thoz sleepless nights and late night phone calls has all ended. and its replaced with heartache.. betrayl and hurt. but does it all seem worth it? i think it does. for the time being when everything was perfect it was all wonderful and so worth it. so when ppl say that they hate their ex or that they never wanna see them again blah blah blah. well theres a reason why they were ur boyfriend/girlfriend to begin with. you saw something wonderful in them that u couldnt find in anybody else. thats why u chose them. not their bestfriend not their brother/sister.. but them. so when u get all depressed cuz ur hating ur ex boyfriend/girlfriend. you know you dont mean it. cuz they were what u wanted at one time and they were the people who made u happy and made u smile.so be satisfied with the past relationships that ur still bitter about. at one time u were happy and content with them so why not stay that way? so sean b4 u say i ruined ur life again... take it back cuz u know its not true. u sed it urself that i made you happy.. that i was the one who u looked forward to seeing. that i was also the one who always made u laugh and smile during the worst of times wtihout even trying. but sean ur in my past. stay there. nothing lasts forever. but you cant live in the past. u cant beat urself over the things that made u sad from a relationship that ended a year ago. 1 bad break up cant stop you from having another good one. so think about things before you totally reject them.

-->> well thats my philisophical words for the night. enjoy.