wow im so sick of this.
yea so i thought i got sean off my back. he had left me alone for a few days. with high hopes that those few days would lead into weeks,months,years,eternity. you kno the basics,not too much to ask right? this realli aggravates me. whenever he gives me a load of shit n makes me deal wtih it, i end up believing it. when he tells me i cant get better than him cuz theres so many girls who are better than me. he sez i should be jumping at the chance to be with him. the chance that he has so "generously" given me. n u kno wut. hes right. im not saying this so u guys can be like" o karina dont believe him blah blah blah" honestly tho i look around n i see all these GORGEOUS girls. im over here being the scrubby chick with the fro. n i act like sucha dumbass all the damn time. it used to be just so that ppl could have something to laugh about. but now its just become me. i dont like it. nor would i like to be serious tho. hm. i just wanna be me,not sure what that is tho. im kinda scared to find out. these even makes me more furious of the fact that all those girls have thrown away sucha perfect oppurtunity to be in the most perfect relationship with the most perfect guy. wow straight up. u girls are stupid. im not tryin to be mean. but its true. wow congratulations u just thew away the one thing that i want right now.::applause::: psh. :( the few times that sean was good to me, are the most memorable times u kno? he can be the sweetest person in the world n just say the most perfect things at the most perfect times. but thats only 20% of the time. the rest of the time hes tellin me wuta piece of dumb shit i am for not wanting to be with him. sorry dude dont feel like gettin beat up n treated like shit. hes already psycho on me as is, now imagine how it'll be when we're officially together even worse when we break up. too bad it'll never come to that. pshhh o yup im heartbroken.sike. wow i need to brush up on my appearance n who i am. i need to get my mind n myself away from this kid. but i gotta get him outta my head. he can always find a way to get into it now i gotta get him outta it. jon was just tellin me bout how i should just forget this kid cuz hes an ass n just stop talkin to him. he made it sound so easy. even tho its not. when i ignore him his friends come n give me shit n ask me all these fucking questions. its like im being interregated for some great crime that ive committed.KARINA GALLOWAY WONT TALK TO SEAN ADAMS CALL THE COPS! fuckkkk that. n wen i dont answer my cell. he keeps calling i have to flip it open n say" FUCK U LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE" 10 min later. calls me again. i dont answer. i get a message" hey rina um i dunno wut that was about, i hope ur not mad at me, i was just callin to say i love u,bye" wow he makes me feel soo damn bad. he does that on purpose. we all kno he wasnt callin to say that. but he knows ill feel bad once i hear that. grrrr. wutever hopefully he'll move on n sleep with more girls n get STD's while im gone. i guess telling him i was a lesbian didnt work out like i thought it did lol. fuckkk itt. jon make up ur mind. --- me
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the things u make me wanna do
id rob a quikee mart for u
id go to the pound n let all the cats go free.
just as long as ud be with me :)
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the things u make me wanna do
id rob a quikee mart for u
id go to the pound n let all the cats go free.
just as long as ud be with me :)